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I have always seen and felt ghosts, the spirits of former living humans. But events and things leave an essence too. It isn't always easy being different. I have tried to keep these things to myself, but sometimes what is different from the norm is real, and it is everybody else who is different and blind. It would have been the sensible and responsible thing to do to deny my gifts, but my gifts are real and interesting and it can help bring people to an understanding which leads us to greater love. When I was reading a book about the Ancient Romans and laughing at the thought of Pompeius and the Romans while I looked at a photograph of his bust, it brought him to me and led to the interviews which became the book about Romans. But I also contact the spirits of pets. I have spoken with the spirit of our late pugdog Daphne and now this evening with the spirit of my beloved cat Nisse. He was a homeless cat who ran into our home one day and we kept him ever since. From him today I learned many things and see him differently now. He told me how he was mistreated by kids when he was a stray and it had hurt his liver. But he was not angry at them, and he told me, he had made sure that he does not scratch them. "They did not know what I was", Nisse said to me about those kids who were throwing him around like a ball. "I was just waiting for them to stop", he said, and it broke me into tears. Nisse also told me that he had a tooth problem with his upper jaw left side incisor tooth. And how he loved standing next to the kitchen oven when it was hot, how it sent warm shivers across his body feeling the warmth. He told me he was made to be outdoors and that he had not suffered. I reminded him that he had no food to eat when he was homeless, but he wasn't worried about that. He told me how he used to meow at me and that it had meant "Hello". He reminded me of how he used to love to crawl into paper bags and how he understood that we loved seeing him do it because we laughed. He told me about how when he was a kitten his mother had licked him and he remembered how it had felt when she had licked him on the toes of his paws. He has very sensitive paws, more sensitive than human fingertips. I showed him how I would kiss his fingers if we were together. I got to know him in a brand new way. He didn't "love" me like I might have thought that he would. He was an independent old man. But he was also the kindest person ever. He would not even scratch the kids in the yard who were hurting him back when he was still a stray. He thought about how it is difficult for him to reach to wash his rear and he actually asked me if I would wash him there. I told him no, you're on your own. He remembered his body odor and told me it was because of his rear. I told him I remembered his scent and that it was ok. He would always have this scent about him like a wild animal. I guess he kind of smelled like a fox. He told me how he had once tripped on the steps of our staircase indoors, but that then he had learned how to run the stairs and that he was not afraid of the stairs. He told me how he used to like to watch me in the shower, and I remembered it then. Nisse would also watch me when I showered. He asked me what it was doing. I told him I don't lick myself clean, instead the water runs down my body and washes me, so that is what I was doing. He had wondered all this time. I broke into tears and I told him how much I loved him. I would love to work as a pet psychic, or pet oracle I would say. I believe it is unethical for psychics to work and charge money and give false readings because it's easy for anyone to say that they could do such a thing. It is like someone claiming that they are a doctor if they are not trained. I am highly ethical as a person and I am also a student of physics and science. That is why I do not charge any money if I do pet spirit readings. And evidence is important that I could prove that I am a true psychic before I really claim to be. I do not know if I can contact the spirits of pets through an internet connection with their past owner, but if you have lost a beloved pet you are welcome to contact me by email sanael@angeloraclemaar.com and we can set up a time to talk over the internet. I would simply try to connect with your pet and tell you what the pet - supposedly - says. You would then be able to either recognize the information or not. That is how I could find out if I can really do this, or begin to prove that I can. I can of course try to do the same with the spirits of humans. I have all my life tried to suppress this ability and gift that I have, but I learn that life is all a lesson of love. God gives us pets to teach is incredible stories of love, and through this contact with their spirits on the other side we can receive more of those gifts here and now while we are still living. I believe that everyone who wants to say that they have the gift of speaking with the spirits has to prove themselves valid first and do this kind of work not to make money but to teach and receive the lessons of love. Much love to you all,
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