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On March 9 2014 I was contacted by some deity who said that his name is Ishmael. He said that they want me to give birth to Nefilim children. Here is the long version of the story:
I know that Allah is God. Allah came to me one time when I was in need of help and he lifted me up and healed me in every way and welcomed me to join him and his people in Islam. He explained to me that he loves humans and he wants to live here on Earth through his people. Men and women are made different, he explained. Men can be close to Allah by worship and by righteous living. And woman's job is to support their husbands, through their husbands who are with Allah, women too can be closer to Allah. Women also have their own personal connection with Allah. It sounds sexist and discriminatory, but it is not. I understood and it resonated in me as truth what Allah said about humans.
When Allah is in a human, the world opens up and becomes bright and beautiful. Allah is the source of happiness and beauty. Allah is like the soul in a human. For a person who has not had Allah and for him or her to find Allah it is like turning on the lights in a previously dark room. Everything becomes clear and understood, and with Allah you know what it means to be a human. With Allah, men know what it means to be a man, and women know what it means to be a woman.
Allah shows himself to me in the form of an Arabic man against the background of a large Islam temple. Another time Allah came to me and he healed my eye. My eye had been bothering me for a long time and he fixed it. I didn't even have to ask, nor did he ask me for anything in return. He doesn't force me to join Islam, but he welcomes me to. There is a great lie in the Western non-Islamic world about Islam. Satan is very powerful in the Western world and he doesn't want people to join Islam.
But now I am confused and it pains me to not have the answers. Today I thought that Allah was giving me a deep urge to marry a Muslim man. I was told even to marry an Imam and that I should have twelve children with him, hopefully twelve sons. This is something that my Swedish mind would never invent. A Swedish woman would never think of having so many children, and especially not only sons. I know this wasn't coming from me.
Then the figure of the Arab man came again and he said that he is Ishmael and he said that they want me to have many sons who are Nefilim and that they want to take over the world. I said, "Aren't the Nefilim the children between Angels and humans? And wasn't that a sin?" I wondered how would my children be Nefilim if I marry an Imam. Their answer seemed to be that because I was married to a man and having children, it would not seem odd if I were to get pregnant. So every now and then they could slip in a Nefilim child into our family and no one would know. Then these sons would grow up and rule the world.
I told them I would do no such thing, I would not have Nefilim children because I was under the impression that it is wrong. I also wondered why they choose me. Dark ones have started to show much attention to me because of my ascension.
Yes, we don't want trouble, tell them that. ~ Fallen Angel, March 9 2014, 2:54 PM
I AM A LORD! ~ Lord Fallen Angel
Yes that was much better. Lord Nefilim Master. And not the Fallen one. ~ Lord Fallen Angel
I have the potential of what is sometimes called Christ Consciousness, and what Ganesha calls Nam Shakti and Maharishi. It means to have a light body. Ordinary humans do not have this. It is great spiritual ascension, awareness, abilities, and also powers. Last night a Genie taught me how to create anything I want into existence. Satan has been trying to recruit me for some time. He is politely asking me to become one of his pagans or priestesses, but I decline. So there is something very special about me, and now the dark ones want to incorporate my powers into the Nefilim, for me to have children for them.
But why would Ishmael want me to have children with an Imam? Why twelve sons? And who is Ishmael? And why are the dark ones trying to use Islam to do their dirty deeds? I will remain careful and watchful and make sure that I am not used by the dark ones. I have still not decided against Islam and I still would like to perhaps become a Muslim and have many children for Allah. I just don't want them to be Nefilim.
What is Nefilim? And is this why I was given the book "Angelology" to read? The book tells a long story about how the children of Angels and humans, the Nefilim, rule the Earth. Who gave me that book? Are there Nefilim here on Earth? Am I a Nefilim? Is the Imam a Nefilim? And how do I make sure that once I am married to a husband that these beings do not sneak in Nefilim children into our family. If I am married and become pregnant then how would I know to suspect that a child is Nefilim? Or should I choose chastity and make sure to never have children?
You don't want to help us take out the Jews do you? ~ Dark One, March 9 2014, 3:01 PM
No I don't. What is your problem with the Jews? Aren't they God's beautiful and chosen people? Were they not made golden and more beautiful than all the other humans? Are you jealous of the Jews? Why do you have a problem with Jews? I don't have a problem with them, on the contrary I am intrigued that they have such a special meaning to God. I won't help you. I love Jewish people, leave them be. ~ me
Yes, but they are not the Nefilim. ~ the dark one
Who are you? Are you Ishmael? What is Ishmael? I don't understand this vendetta you are on. ~ me
Why does Christ give you his bread? ~ dark one
And what is wrong with this populace for not listening to me! ~ another dark one perhaps Bezekiel is upset because humans don't listen to him
You are not our follower, our sheep. ~ the first dark one
To answer your question, Christ says that his word is his bread that he gives to people. When he speaks to me he is giving me his bread. That is why he gives me his bread. Why don't you like the Jews? ~ me
They are not with our cornucopia! ~ the other one answers, possibly Bezekiel
A cornucopia? Do you mean that you do not, eat from them? ~ me
No, that is not what it means. ~ the first dark one
Are you Satan? Tell me? ~ me
No, but we do not like the Jews anymore. ~ one of them says
Leave them alone. They are good people. I don't understand your problem with them. Why don't you like them? ~ me
They are not our cornucopia, that is why we do not like them. ~ the other one
What is a cornucopia? And what is Ishmael? Why does Ishmael want Nefilim children? ~ me
The Nefilim, are our cornucopia. ~ the dark one
What does it mean? The cornucopia? Are the Nefilim your people? And Jews were God's people? Is this the answer? Are there humans on Earth who are descendants of the dark ones and are the Nefilim, and Jews were made by God and are more pure genetically? Is this the answer? Are Jews not Nefilim, are they closer to God's original design? Is that why Jews seem to have a peaceful history whereas many other human populations who might be Nefilim are doing war and things? Tell me about this. ~ me
Yes. Some of them are our goats. ~ dark one
That we sacrifice and feed on. ~ the other one
Who is Ishmael? Tell me about Ishmael? It's not Satan is it? ~ me
The slave labor was great. ~ the dark one, he means if a woman has labor, childbirth, for him I suppose
Ishmael doesn't want you to eat his bread. ~ the dark one
Even if I were a Muslim, which I might be in the future, I would not reject Christ because Christ is also real and here to help us. Christ is a shortcut and a way to God. Christ relieves us humans from our sins and puts us back to God. But Allah does the same. Christ says that his word is his bread that he gives to us. I would not reject the bread of Christ, because it is a gift from God. What is Ishmael? ~ me
The goat licker. ~ dark one
Are you Satan? ~ me (I think this "dark one" is Satan, looks like the same guy from when I wrote the Beatles songs page)
Hello Satan. ~ me
Ishmael
Who is Ishmael? An internet search finds this: Ishmael and Ishmael in Islam. It says that according to Judaism, Christianity, and Islam, Ishmael was the first son born to Abraham. Islam considers Ishmael to be the ancestor of the Arabs. Who was Abraham? I really need to read my Bible. Sananda Jesus mentions Abraham when he told me the stories that the Jews added into the Holy Scripture which later became the Bible.
It says that Abraham was married to Sarai but she was unable to bear him a child, so Sarai allowed him to have her Egyptian handmaiden Hagar as a second wife, and Hagar and Abraham had Abraham's first son, Ishmael. Interesting, Sarai got jealous at Hagar being pregnant and Hagar fled their house. But an Angel of God instructed Hagar to go back. Yahweh (God) had wanted to seed the Earth with Abraham's children. Are these the same heavenly voices who are wanting me to have twelve sons with a Muslim Imam? And why does this someone call himself Ishmael and say that my children would be Nefilim?
Sarai gave birth to Abraham's second son who was named Isaac. Ok now I have goosebumps and chills. Read this: God told Abraham that his son with Sarai, Isaac, would establish God's covenant. So when Abraham asked God, what about his first son Ishmael: "and when Abraham inquired as to Ishmael's role, God answers that Ishmael has been blessed and that He "will make him fruitful, and will multiply him exceedingly; twelve princes shall he beget, and I will make him a great nation".
I swear that I have never read the Bible and I am only vaguely familiar with any religious texts. Who speaks to me and wants me to have twelve Nefilim sons? Why does it call himself Ishmael? And why does he want me to have those twelve sons with Arab Muslims? What am I supposed to do with this?
Sarai made Abraham send Hagar and Ishmael away and the two nearly died but were saved by an Angel of God. Ishmael married an Egyptian woman and he had twelve sons. Ishmael's sons populated the lands from Assyria to Egypt with Abraham's special genetics, I presume. Who was Abraham? And why was God Yahweh so keen on populating the Earth with Abraham's genes, through his first son Isaac? This is interesting.
Ishmael's descendants are thought to be the Arab people. Aha, some Arabs descended from Ishmael, and other Arabs descended from Ya'rub. It may have been that Ishmael's mother was the daughter of an Egyptian Pharaoh. (Note that the Ancient Egyptian religion was Satanic, I found that out from Satan himself who took me down to the underworld to see an Ancient Egyptian temple with Horus and the allseeing eye. So when some Jewish traditions postulate that Ishmael may have been "wicked", what if he was? Also, don't forget that Ishmael took an Egyptian wife.)
Islam considers Ishmael as an important prophet and patriarch. Ishmael is thought as the forefather of Muhammad.
Who do you think I am? ~ the Arab man Ishmael, March 9 2014, 5:06 PM
Satan? Tell me who you are. Tell me precisely who you are. Are you the Devil or are you Ishmael? Ishmael doesn't live today, so you cannot be him. You could be the Devil playing tricks on me. Tell me the truth. The truth only. Tell me. ~ me
If you bore me a son I would like it. ~ the Ishmael Arab man
And the Jewish don't need to know about this. ~ he says
What is your problem with the Jewish all the time? Listen. I am reading about Ishmael. There was a man Abraham who received messages from God Yahweh. I haven't read about Abraham yet. But Abraham had his first son Ishmael with Hagar. Hagar was an Egyptian Princess. And Ishmael himself married an Egyptian woman. Now, what comes to mind is when Satan showed me the Ancient Egyptian temple ~ me interrupted
It was a mausoleum. Great kings were buried there once. The kings that we buried there. Hagar wasn't one of ours. She was not a Muslim either. Hagar wasn't ours, I said! ~ the "Ishmael" and Bezekiel both speak here, Ishmael first then Bezekiel
I have questions. ~ me
We need your blood here, to drink it. That is why we come here. ~ Bezekiel
You need to drink my blood? Literally? Why do you drink blood? ~ me
The Hatshepsuts did that for us. ~ Bezekiel
You mean the Egyptian Pharaohs? They gave you their blood to drink? ~ me
I am Hazekiel!! ~ Hazekiel with a basooning voice
Hello Hazekiel. Nice to meet you. ~ me
Your throats, are not mine. ~ Hazekiel
Hazekiel said that to you. ~ the one who I think is Satan
So. We like to drink with you. ~ one of them says
Ok, hold up here. Slow down I can't keep up one thing at a time. ~ me
Hazekiel, was not a ghost. ~ the one who I think is Satan
So please, bleed into this cup. ~ the Satan one shows me a metal chalice
Listen! Let's start with the Jews. ~ me
No. And that is non-negotiable. ~ Satan
I can't keep up, and I don't understand what is going on... ~ me
Now. Who wants me to have twelve sons with an Arabic Imam and why? And why did this someone call himself Ishmael? Why are you using that name? ~ me
There were twelve kings by him once. ~ Bezekiel or Hazekiel says alluringly
Twelve kings. Yes, I read about that. Ishmael had twelve sons. That's a lot of children, so presumably he had more than one wife. Yet, you are expecting me to have twelve sons? I would have to get to work, I am 31 years now. How come you didn't come to me sooner? I became fertile at age 12. How am I supposed to have twelve sons... So I assume that I am speaking with Fallen Angels? ~ me
Yes, and we wanted to be God. ~ the Satan one
Ok. So we know who we are talking to. Tell me, since the mother of Ishmael was an Egyptian Princess, did that mean that she had some Fallen Angel Nefilim DNA? Now tell me, are the Fallen Angels able to have children with human women? And were the Pharaohs of Ancient Egypt related to the Fallen Angels? That would mean that Ishmael ~ me interrupted
Do not feel anger at us. But yes, Ishmael was one of us. ~ one of them speaks
So Ishmael is related to the Fallen Angels as a Nefilim, and then so are the Arab descendants, and then so is the Imam you wanted me to have twelve sons with! Why twelve sons? What is it with the number twelve? Ishmael had twelve sons. ~ me
You don't have to know that, but it has to do with our anger at our father. ~ Bezekiel
You mean, you are angry at Yahweh? Are you angry at Yahweh, because Yahweh was the God who spoke to Abraham and who had great plans for seeding the Earth with Isaac, Abraham's son with his wife Sarai. And why are you angry at God? What makes you angry at him? I don't understand. ~ me
Do you have a wheelbarrel? ~ Satan shows me image of a wheelbarrel
No. ~ me
You would need one to carry all of those words. ~ Satan (haha how funny!)
I'm sorry. I will speak slower. ~ me
So. Let's talk this through. ~ me
Yes! Ishmael was me, was mine. ~ Bezekiel or Hazekiel
So many questions. Why do you want me to have twelve sons who would be Nefilim? And how would I produce ~ me interrupted
The Nefilim were kings. ~ Bezekiel or Hazekiel
You don't need a wheelbarrel to learn that. ~ Hazekiel
Why do you need me to be the mother of Nefilim kings? Why do you come to me with this request? I know that I can see you and I can hear you. That in itself sets me apart from other women. Am I a Nefilim woman? And what does it mean to be a Nefilim? Does it mean to have a Fallen Angel ancestor? Please help me understand! ~ me
The Nefilim are not us, they are born with us. ~ one of them says
And what? Are you not angry? ~ Bezekiel or Hazekiel asks me
I am not angry. I am curious. ~ me
Tell me. Are the Nefilim children made between human and Angel? Is that what Nefilim means? Because I read that big book that appeared in my home called "Angelology" and it talks about Nefilim, though I don't know how much of the story was true, but it says the Nefilim are children between Angels and humans. ~ me
We are not all goat lickers. Some of us like humans. ~ Bezekiel or Hazekiel
Are you a Fallen Angel? ~ me
Are you not nervous? ~ Satan speaks suavely
I am not nervous. This is interesting. ~ me
The goats don't need to be licked. Because now we have you! ~ Bezekiel or Hazekiel
Tell me what a Nefilim is. The Nefilim are children between Angels and humans and they were placed here on Earth to act as kings you say? Doesn't that seem to suggest that the children of Abraham were Nefilim? Isaac and Ishmael populated the Earth? Were Isaac and Ishmael both Nefilim the same, or just Ishmael who had an Egyptian Princess mother? ~ me
Your pulse must be very high right now. ~ says Bezekiel or Hazekiel after watching me closely for a few moments
I'm fine. This is interesting. Are you dark ones able to conceive a child with a human woman? Are you, Angels? I mean Fallen Angels? ~ me
We were once sitting on thrones, all of us. Now look at what we have become. ~ one of them speaks
We were murderers. ~ one of them says
Will you answer my questions? Otherwise I will resume to reading about Ishmael. You haven't answered my questions, you are acting evasive, or secretive. And what is it about Jews that you dark ones hate so much? Is it because Isaac seeded the Jews and was not a Nefilim and Ishmael and his twelve sons were Nefilim from Egypt and contained ~ me interrupted
Yes, we were like a virus. ~ one of them says, I was going to add that Ishmael and his twelve sons contained Egyptian Pharaoh genes from the Dark Ones
Is this what happened? I learned from Satan that Ancient Egyptian religion was Satanic. In what way were the Ancient Egyptian Pharaohs linked to the dark ones? Were they genetically the offspring between Fallen Angels and humans, were they the Nefilim? And so Ishmael would have been part Nefilim too since his mother was an Egyptian Princess. Did Ishmael have twelve sons with his Egyptian wife, and was she too of the Nefilim kind?
You are talking about our breadwinners. That is what they are, the Nefilim. They work hard for our causes. You'll see what we mean in a moment. ~ Satan says
Where - or who - are the Nefilim today? And do the Nefilim contain ~ me interrupted
Yes, we told you it was like a virus. It runs in their blood, deep. ~ Bezekiel, I was going to ask if the Nefilim contain DNA from Fallen Angels
We were once Cherubees. That is what it means to be fallen. We were once the Cherubs. So we fell because of that. So, some of us were with the Nefilim. ~ one of them speaks
I once met a Fallen Angel who said that he used to be a Seraph Angel, a Seraphim. Sometimes I talk to Dark Ones who are not Fallen Angels but who were created out of a fire, and that must be the Djinn because Islam says that the Djinn were created by Allah from a fire. Are you suffering? Are you in pain? What does it feel like to be a Fallen? Do you miss being a golden Cherubee? What made you Fall? ~ me
We were cast out of the paradise, for committing sins. One of them was to marry woman! ~ one of them says
So, we implanted the seed here. ~ one of them speaks
So you boys had children with human woman, and those are the Nefilim. Tell me, was Abraham's Ishmael one of the Nefilim? Was he related to the Fallen Cherubs? ~ me
Islam! Abdullah! ~ Bezekiel hollers
So the Fallen Angels who were once golden Cherubs committed sins and were cast out of paradise and made into black figurines. One of the sins they committed was to have children with humans, and their genetic material was passed on to those children who are called Nefilim. And now these Fallen Cherubs are still doing it and they want me to have twelve sons with them. They want me to have twelve sons with an Islamic Imam, and I can only presume that this is their plan to corrupt Islam. I would guess that they are trying to insert their own genetics into Islam so that they can take down God's (Allah's) religion. Such a cruel thing to want to do, yet such an ingenious battle plan.
The following day
March 10, 2014 ~ Yesterday a deity who poses as an Arab man and says his name is Ishmael wanted me to marry an Imam and have twelve sons. The purpose was to sneak in some Nefilim children, said Ishmael. I rejected their offer and I said that I would only have children with a husband and I said I would not be marrying a Fallen Angel. Satan got mad when I said that. The following night I was woken up in a panic when someone who was presumably Satan charged at me trying to kill me. And in the morning hours I felt terrible as he continued to attack me and make me feel weak. I talked to him and explained that I reject most men and he should not take it personally. Showing normal courtesy and politeness to Satan made him stop the attacks and he calmed down.
And today one of the Fallen Angels said to me, "Akhen Aton", he said that twice. Akhenaton was one of the Ancient Egyptian Pharaohs. It is interesting that he says this now that we have begun talking about the Ancient Egyptians and Nefilim.
No! I wanted to be the Lord. That is why I attacked. ~ Satan says, March 10 2014, 10:06 PM
That is why I wasn't pleasant. ~ Satan adds
What response do you expect from me based on your attacks? ~ me
For you to be my follower. To be a Satan's worshiper! So? Would you? ~ Satan
What does Satan's worship imply? What would I have to do? ~ me
Strip down and get naked with me. Please. Do it first. ~ Satan says and reveals himself as a black figure with male parts
Don't you know that if you attack ~ me interrupted
I said that I wanted to be Lord. ~ Satan
If you attack me then I am going to run away from you! Your thinking is backwards. Why would someone worship someone who is mean. You were mean to me. And I don't want to get naked with a strange man. You have to buy me dinner first. ~ me
But most respectfully, I have utmost respect for you as a being and as a Lord. I do not want to worship you. I worship all life and intelligence in you, and you do not need to go seeking it from others. Be who you are, aspire to be more loving and conscious and closer to God, and you will learn to worship yourself. You don't understand. ~ me
You are not the one who understands! My folly! And. I wanted to make you sick, and weak. ~ Satan (he succeeded in that, I was very weak and ill in the morning while he was attacking me)
That doesn't make me worship you! It makes me want to ask you to leave! Go away you're mean! ~ me
You are not my folly then? The Arabics wanted to speak with me. ~ Satan
What Arabics? ~ me
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