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Welcome to a page that has been Blessed by Jesus Christ Lord Sananda and God. This page started as a lesson from Jesus about giving, and healing. At the end, the Devil appeared to talk about the plague. I wrote down the conversation with the Devil on this page. But the text would not save. I continued to try to add the Devil text here (I had saved a backup copy) for one or two hours, but it would not save. I had never experienced the same problem with my website editing software in the many years and many pages I've worked on it. The issue was not resolving with time. So I opened up a different page to see if I could edit it and have the changes saved. It worked. I opened up this page on the editing software, made a minor edit (one spacebar) and it saved successfully. So I knew there wasn't any problem with the editing software. Everything was working fine. I managed to copy and paste other text to this page, text where Jesus and God speak to me, and it worked fine, it saved. But every time I tried to copy and paste the Devil text here, it would not save. I tried multiple times and I show you on two videos how I cannot paste the Devil conversation here. So, welcome to these pages. This page has truly been Blessed by Sananda and God. The Word which is His Bread is mighty powerful, and it is stronger than the word of Satan. Be Blessed to read this page and lesson about Bread and Giving. I really struggled when Jesus Lord Sananda told me I should give my own platter of food away to the hungry children, it had brought back all of my confusions and eating disorders that I struggled with in the past when I lived through years of poverty and hunger, challenges, which I know have had a spiritual meaning and a purpose to help me grow as a spirit. But I am really sensitive when it comes to food. I can take the smallest thing and distort it into meaning that I don't deserve to eat, and then my life will be turned upside down again. And now Jesus was doing that to me. You can't say to someone who has struggled with starvation and eating problems for years, to take their own food and give to someone else. It is so immoral of Him to do that. I had become extremely angry at Jesus and I had yelled at him and given him all of my arguments as to why it was wrong and why I couldn't. It had turned into a huge argument, I had said some very mean things to Jesus, because he was in effect taking food away from me, and it brings back so much pain I have gone through with food and with everything. Now he did it again. I was vacuum cleaning the house and he tells me about the starving and how I should give from what I have to the starving. I told him I have had years of poverty and starvation and I just got back to a situation where I can eat at least something every day. I have not been working for months now and had no income. I already eat probably less than a tenth of what a normal person eats. Why do I have to give from what very little I have? Does he want me to live under a piece of cardboard in the woods, eating earthworms and pinecones, and wearing broken plastic bags for clothes? While I give everything I have to the poor, and then those poor children will grow up and have twenty unwanted starving hungry children of their own? So out of creating my own misery I will end up creating more misery. Why can't we just teach these people about birthcontrol and family planning? Just because some people multiply exponentially like roaches why do I have to be punished for that? Just because they can't stop having sex? I haven't had sex in a year. It's not like I would have unwanted children that I can't feed. How about I get a kennel of dogs and let them multiply, oh I haven't had those dogs fixed and here's all these puppies now I want handouts to feed these dogs? Why do I have to suffer and starve and be poor just because other people are living like animals and can't stop having sex and making unwanted hungry children, which in turn will make twenty more of those hungry children? I thought to myself that what if the cult of Jesus is a dangerous one. What if it leads people into misery and poverty. Is Jesus perhaps a dangerous cult? Would I be happier worshiping the ramhorned devil who would never ask me to starve and who is only asking people to give him goats? I could live on a goat farm and give him goats and have plenty of food to eat for myself. Is Christianity, when done properly exactly like Jesus would ask you to, a dangerous cult? Why doesn't he ask other people to give to the starving children? There are people who drink alcohol every day for lots of money, why can't they stop using alcohol and cigarettes and drugs and give that money to the poor? Why doesn't Jesus go to rich executives who are eating steak out on a restaurant five days a week who spend more money on food in one week than I do in a month or year. Why does Jesus come here and take my food and money away? I haven't been to a dentist in like ten years. I want to buy new shoes and clothes. It's not like I volluptuously go shopping, I haven't had any money in ages, and even when I do have money I don't spend a lot, I only get a few of the things I need. I never spend much, just look at all the other people, why can't they be asked to help the poor? I've been one of the poor for many years and nobody helped me then. Jesus never told someone to give their food to me. It brings back a lot of my issues that I had finally worked myself out of. It makes me eat really fast because I feel like I'm not allowed to eat so I eat it quickly so that nobody would notice, even when I'm all by myself, I guess I don't want Jesus to see that I am actually eating some food. This time, like last time when I argued at Jesus, he tells me how much it hurts him. It really hurts him when I argue at him. I told Jesus that I can't do all this all too soon. I told him that maybe he should leave me alone for a while. He can't ask me to suddenly become what He is. I am not Jesus. I have a human body and a stomach that feels hunger. And it's easy for him to say, he is not the one whose food is taken away from him, he is not the one who would have to starve, and it is easy for him to say, when it is not his money. I was actually at the grocery store while I continued arguing at him. I was picking up some bread for the family and I looked into the bag of bread and thought about what God had told me, and I knew that it was not bread in that bag, it was the thought of God.
I know that there is a powerful lesson here, one that will liberate me as well as others. I sometimes think that there are no others, because God speaks as if my life were just a test, God watches me to see how I do. I am supposed to realize something, but I don't know what it is yet. I just know I am afraid of starving again, and maybe it is the feelings of all those other people that I am feeling. Because I wondered, is this how the starving are feeling? Are they too asking why did somebody take their food away from them? Do they also feel worthless? Do they feel the same fears and pains I have? Yet I look around at all the ignorant selfish people who are spending so much money on stupid things and who would never have a thought about the starving. Why does God come to me to ask me to help them? When I am already probably one of the nicest most thoughtful people in this world? But then I wonder if there even are any other people. This is between me and God. God has not given you his fury. ~ God and Sananda together speak, April 12 2014, 12:46 noon
Actually, if God had told me to give to the poor then I would have. But Jesus says things differently. We have always come to the women who were poor. When you were hungry, we were there. Thinking of how we could amend you. ~ Sananda
Is this a dangerous religion? No, it is not. ~ God and Sananda smiles I don't understand. Why don't they make an apparition of themselves to the rich people and tell them to help the poor. And then send information about family planning to the idiots who are having twenty children and growing exponentially and making more misery. Instead of going to the few good people who are in this world who have already suffered enough and should be left alone to eat and enjoy their very humble meals instead of bringing back their eating disorders and making them feel very guilty when they eat. Jesus, leave me alone for a while. You didn't even help me last night when the Devil stood by my bed. ~ me
Last night I had a long nightmare where I woke up in my bed and the Devil stood by my bed. I was calling for Jesus and Sananda but didn't see him there, and the Devil stood close to me for a long time. It wasn't a nightmare. Meaning, it really did happen. ~ Sananda Jesus gave me an assignment because I had been so angry at him today. He told me I have to fast for Easter and give food to the hungry. It is my assignment to do. And that made me really happy. I love to fast, and I would love to fast AND get to bring some meals to the hungry. I might cook some meals and bring it to a shelter, it feels better that way than sending money somewhere. I remembered I have 200 in Swedish money in my bank. It is all I have left until I get my next (first in a long while) paycheck nearly two months from now. We gave you that. ~ God smiles and laughs I knew it. It is God who gave me my new job. When he said "We gave you that" he showed me my new job. I have seen many signs at my job that have made me very suspicious that it was a gift from God. You are here to learn, with [my mother's name]. ~ Sananda smiles at me
Are you teaching me? Is it really not about bread ~ me interrupted
And God as Father Motreyah beams so much love at me and gives me a hug. They showed me my new job. God? Why are there Fallen Angels and the Devil? Why did you not take them away? ~ me
I have to go bake a cake. We are expecting some family over today. I have asked Jesus if I should give food or money to the beggers in the street. Jesus said, that I should only give to them if they ask for it. I did not expect that answer. I know it is Jesus and not my imagination. I would never put myself through And, we also want you to have shoes. ~ Father Motreyah beams with so much happiness
Time to go bake a cake. There will be a good justice for you. ~ God says to me
Why do I have to give? I don't even eat meat. ~ me, 1:30 PM
9:18 PM ~ God is showing me scenes from when I was a newborn baby and my father held me in his arms feeding me. God has shown this to me in the past few days. God is teaching me something about feeding other people. God had also asked me, would I feed the hungry if it was my own father out there starving? Yes, I said, but I would also tell my father to please stop having too many children, and then I could take care of him, but I couldn't feed all of his many children if he had too many. I cannot help everyone. Why do you think we are doing this? Because we don't want Satan to speak with Sananda. ~ Sananda says, 11:37 PM For the past hour or more I have been trying to update this page but more conversations I had about this lesson of food and there is a passage where Satan interfered with talk about the plague. I had instantly felt that this passage with the Devil should not be included into this page, yet I was going to keep it here and maybe move it later. I have been trying to paste and then save that text here, but the page always fails to update itself. I tried updating another page on the website and it works fine. I then tried to update this page with something else, and it updates and saves the changes fine. If I paste other sections here and update it does it fine. But as soon as I try to paste the text about Satan here, it will not save the changes and that text is gone when I return to the editing of this page. This page is simply refusing specifically the passages about Satan, so it has to go to its own separate page, and not here. And Sananda just admitted that they are the ones keeping the Satan text from appearing here. Here is the rest of the text exclusive of the Satan part which goes to another page: 9:18 PM ~ God is showing me scenes from when I was a newborn baby and my father held me in his arms feeding me. God has shown this to me in the past few days. God is teaching me something about feeding other people. God had also asked me, would I feed the hungry if it was my own father out there starving? Yes, I said, but I would also tell my father to please stop having too many children, and then I could take care of him, but I couldn't feed all of his many children if he had too many. I cannot help everyone. God? I don't understand the lesson I am given about feeding the hungry. I don't understand it? Do you want me to be poor too so that I can afford to starve a few of the millions of ~ me interrupted
We humans don't understand what it means to have and to give. ~ me
I guess I understand it now. Sure I've been loving toward others, I care about other people tremendously much and always have. But I can admit that I never really knew how to love myself fully. And because I didn't love myself, I manifested the lack and poverty and hunger. It was my love toward myself that I was hungering for, food is just the metaphor for things that are really going on on the inside and in the mind! I was hungry because I didn't love myself. So when we give to others, we can learn to give to ourselves, because when we see ourselves in the others we are giving to ourselves when we are giving to them. And only when we give to someone because we love them, does it come back to us as a loving gift to oneself. Only then have we given to ourselves. Giving "because you have to" doesn't give back anything to yourself, because it is not done out of love. Lord? Jesus Sananda, and God and Motreyah? Have I starved before because I did not love myself? ~ me
Let me repeat what is happening here: this is not a joke and I am definitely not making this up. So. I wrote this page about the lesson that Sananda and God is teaching me about food and giving. I had written up until the following: Why do I have to give? I don't even eat meat. ~ me, 1:30 PM
I then continued to write on the story with more conversations I had with God, Lord Sananda, and Father Motreyah about the lesson of food. Then the text continued as I wrote down when Satan appeared and was talking about the plague. I felt that the text about Satan did not belong here on this page with the lesson, but I continued to take the notes on the same page. I then found that the page did not save my changes. I tried saving the changes again (since I always try to keep a copy of the text on a separate sheet just in case things don't save), but the software did not accept the text. I tried several times to add the new text on this page but the page refused to save. I have been using the same website editing program for many years and this particular problem has never appeared before. When I hit Save it processes for about two seconds and then it forgets about it as if nothing had happened. Furthermore, if I do update a page then I have to click on refresh so that I can open another editing window, lately. It was not necessary because the software had not updated a page. I returned to this editing window several times and pasted in the new text, but it refused to save the text. For more than an hour I returned here regularly trying to update the page, but no. I logged out, logged back in, refreshed the page, used a new computer window, everything I could think of, but it would not save the new text on this page. Eventually I had the brilliant idea to test updating a different page on this website, so I opened a different page and made a minor change to it and saved it and it was saved and updated perfectly, no problem, it quickly saved the update and told me that the page had been updated. So I opened up this page again and instead of pasting in the new text I made a minor change to this page just by adding one space bar and saved it, and it accepted the changes and tells me that the page has been updated, perfectly and without any problems. Ok so I think that maybe the bug has been fixed and I try adding the new text here, but no, it will not save and does the same thing again. I try several times and no it will not accept the new text. So now I start adding small sections of the new text at a time instead of all of it at once. The program accepts the changes perfectly, and I manage to add the first paragraph of the new text fine like usual and without problem. I then add some more text, and it accepts them. But as soon as I try to add the text about Satan, it doesn't let me. And then Sananda said something implying that it was he who was keeping the text from being added. Isn't that marvellous? So let me say this again. Sananda somehow influenced the software program to accept changes and new text, just not the text about Satan. I was able to add one paragraph, or many paragraphs, and update and change it perfectly without any problem, but as soon as I try to sneak in the text about Satan it won't let me save it. And I tried many many times. This isn't the first time "they" play with my website editing software. I haven't written about the Elohim yet and how they made scribble text appear which they tell me has to be read left to right, right to left, horisontally and vertically. In the notes where I typed up a conversation I had with a being who said they are the Elohim, they made the software type scribbles which include the holy cross. I would delete the funny text but it would always return. Until then it finally stopped growing. When I returned two years later the text had reappeared on its own. I am now afraid to go to that text because I know it would start growing again so I don't touch it. Let's see if this text is saved. The Satan text is going somewhere else. And now I return: as you see the text saved fine without any issues, I was even able to write "Satan" here in these notes about what happened. I was just not able to paste in the text where Satan speaks about the plague. Isn't that wonderful? Jesus did this, I am not making this up. Oh yes we did. ~ God Sananda says
Yes, it is almost midnight. Lord Sananda is wonderful. Hahaha. I just tried pasting the Satan text here again, and it wouldn't accept it. Let me make a YouTube video about this, you've got to see this with your own eyes, I am not making this up.
Bread was given from my hands with this woman. ~ Lord Sananda says, April 14 2014, 9:23 PM
The Bread was given, but there was not enough for her, and for the others. ~ God Sananda
We have given you the bread, many times now. ~ God Sananda says to me, 9:46 PM
The Bread is good, it should say. As, we have given it before. And it was always well-received. ~ God says, April 14 2014, 9:50 PM
I was able to paste other text here, any text, and it would save. I was even able to write "Satan", and it would save. But the text which was the word of Satan would never save. I have now tidied up this page and I will treat it at a shrine and not touch it anymore. This page has been Blessed by Lord Sananda Jesus Christ to reject the word of Satan, so powerful is his Word.
Don't you think our word is more powerful than his? ~ Sananda, 11:58 PM
Father Motreyah likes it too. ~ Motreyah, 12:16 midnight, I just finished recording the video
Here you can download and see the original HTML code which contains the original Devil text:
The Angels would like to whisper about that, that it was done very good. That, we rejected him alright! It was done good. And so, of that we are proud. As, he is still sitting here with you. ~ Angel, April 14 2014, 9:56 PM
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