My Meeting with the Buddhist Monks
March 26 2014 I read the word "Sarashvati" and from the word I connected to a Buddhist monk who is in a temple high in the mountains of Asia. He sits with legs crossed on the floor, he has a shaved head, he looks Oriental, he has no beard. He wears an orange-red gown and bare arms. He sensed me when I sensed him and we had a wonderful and playful encounter with each other from a distance.
When I saw him I declared in the quiet, "A Light Being!" I was so happy to see a man who was able to shine his light and be the light. He sensed my thoughts and he said that I too could be Light. I told him I was unable to be myself, I hide myself in this world. I told him about how hordes of people will otherwise follow me, drawn to my light, and people try to touch me and grab me and talk to me. It is a big problem that means I cannot incarnate. He said I could come live with them! I was grateful for the invitation. I would love a safe haven where I can incarnate and be the Light without worrying about people's reactions. He was so happy to see me and he burst into a childish happiness and he said that he felt like when he was a boy and he was so happy to have me as a friend to play with! He meditates and explores the universe from the temple. I started to come out of my shell and hiding a bit and little by little I let him see who I am. The White Equine Narkael. He was fine with seeing me. He said he has lived his whole life in the temple and he has never left it. He said he has seen many things in his life (from there) but he had never seen someone like me. I commented on how he wears a red robe, I said if I live there I would only wear white with gold. He felt insulted and to him it was negative what I had said about the color of his clothing. I said to him that red is the color of earth and soil, I was not made of the earth, I was made of light and I could never wear red clothing. I told him "peace and love be with you" and gave him many small mental red flowers that bloomed around where he sits. Then I poured those red flower petals over him. He was happy about the flowers. I then made white flower petals with gold threads that symbolized my light and I poured those over him. We both enjoyed the flower petals. I let him see me the White Horse. I can't say how long it's been since anybody saw me here. It was fabulous to be seen by someone. And he handled it well. Finally I have a friend. This distant Buddha is my only friend in the world. The only one who knows who I am. The only one who has seen me. I showed him a spiraling path made of white sparkle in space and how the path spiraled into a white star and how once you reach to that star the star explodes into white. I showed him how he is on the path far away on the spiral and how his path will lead him to the stars. Consciousness leads to the Light and then you can live inside the White Stars, that is where he is headed. I don't want to say to him, you are not the only girl I have ever met. ~ says the young Buddha now, March 26 2014, 8:00 PM
I had then told the young Buddha We are not the Buddha, like on that statue. ~ says the older Buddha man and shows me a golden statue of Buddha They are Buddhist monks in a temple and seems they are telepathic. So I had then told the younger Buddhist monk that as much as I would love to live with them in the temple, I then thought to all the people who can be helped. I told him that humans are sparks that need to be ignited. I could not live my life in a temple. I can be with the people and help them. People will help themselves, you see. ~ says the older Buddhist monk, he has glasses
Now my Elder Ehreiah speaks to them. She tells them about my life here and what I have been through, and why I am hiding. She shows them her world, the white star. You are not a lunatic, we wanted you to know. ~ older monk
I tell the older monk in a wordless language that we too on Telmaar live sheltered lives in our youth, to guard ourselves from growing with negative impressions. I am hiding. I will continue to hide, even from you. I am shy, I am worried that it will be taken away. I have never met one on Earth whom I can trust. ~ me
The pain of living life as someone I am not. No words can say. What do you see in water? ~ older monk
I told him how water is heavy. I had told the younger Buddhist monk that I don't like to drink water because it is heavy, that I like to drink liquid light. The older monk wants the younger Buddhist monk to discover these kind of things on his own. We know you are what they say you are. ~ older monk smiles at me, and now Ganesha is with him and smiling too
We know that there are many menacing things in the world. And that those will hold you back. That is why you are more than welcome, you, Shakti! ~ old Buddhist monk
Carefully, I begin to show him Narkael with the white horse's head and white clothes and gold. I check to see how he is reacting. I have never been able to show myself to anyone on Earth before. Is he really a human? You can give us as many flower petals as you want. ~ older monk says with sympathy
How can an Asian Buddhist monk know so much? Be so able to have an encounter with enlightened alien beings? How come he understands flower petals and light and gold and consciousness? Are these Buddhist monks living isolated in a temple high in the mountains the only "real" people on this planet? We don't watch television either! ~ the younger Buddhist monk
We don't wear slippers, we walk barefoot. You can wear them if you want. You can wear all the gold you want here. ~ the older monk
What are Shaolin temples? Where are they located? Is this Buddhism? I couldn't have imagined that word. This conversation and contact is real. I didn't know that word. This is all happening! Of course it is happening? We all like to shower our feet here. ~ the older monk shows me where they wash their feet outdoors
My heart aches, my chest pains deep and heavy. I think of all the years when nobody has seen me, all my many years of hiding, when no human eyes were my mirror (could see myself). Could I finally have a refuge? A safe place to be? We welcome our Enlightened Masters, our Spiritual Beings. ~ older monk
They talk about me? Lord Sananda, and Ganesha Mahemhan, they have talked about me to the Shaolin Buddhist monks? And they want to prepare for me a safe haven, a refuge, a place to go to be safe? Yes, and you can give us gold petals all you want. A safe haven, yes! ~ older monk Is there really such a place on Earth? On this wide vast planet, is there a safe refuge where mirrors actually work? You could come here and pray with us, and help us do our work. Mahemhan says you are soon ready. ~ older monk bows deep
I am NOT used to having someone else correcting me on spiritual things. I have never met an equal let alone someone who seems to know more than me. This older monk is a delight. I love being the little one for a change. I love having an Elder here on Earth! A human who is an Elder! Oh how I have missed having Elders around me, I had Kimael and Ehreiah there at home. And of course our Stars are our Elders. Mahemhan says that you are soon ready for us. ~ older monk, just as I was rubbing my head and remembering the squid head I used to have How do I arrange for a visa? ~ me
How do I find their temple? ~ me
I am still filled with blood, but pretty soon I won't be. Mahemhan has told me, us, about you the most! ~ old monk as I was thinking of him and how happy I am to have an Elder here on Earth, he means an ascension process, a Light Being does not have blood ... Elder Morya once lived here. We thought you should know, now that you are wandering into unchartered territory. Elder Morya was one with us. He was once living here. With us, in the Shaolin temple. ~ older monk
I wrote about Master Morya and Master Koot Hoomi on a few pages on this website a few days ago. I had wondered if Koot Hoomi was the same as my Kuthumi who Lord Sananda says that he was. Lord Sananda was also Jesoah Jesus, and he says that he and Buddha and the Ascended Masters are all the same. I try to imagine a place where I can Ascend. Where I can live free. Let the Light shine, let my eyes turn bright. You see, my eyes turn into the most fascinating gold and green and people can't help but say or do something when they see them. I hide that for most of the time. People also start to follow after me, they are hypnotized and I will have a group of Yes, welcome to the world of Ascension. It draws people in. ~ Lord Sananda interrupts me and says, 8:41 PM
What if you felt like you had to chop your arms off, because other people didn't have arms? Don't make it sound so dramatic. That is not at all what you have done. ~ Mahemhan, about the arms
You would travel mostly by sea, so that no one would find you here. ~ Lord Sananda, as I'm wondering how to smuggle myself into presumably China without a visa trouble How do you smuggle a blonde Nordic woman into China without anybody noticing? And yes, you can bring flowers. ~ older monk happily, because I had wanted to bring them flowers
We eat, and begin service, at 7 AM. You would get to sleep if you needed to. And, we will also be bringing you clothes, if you need any. ~ older monk
And it saddens me to remember how I never was able to wear white. Mahemhan has told us so many things about you! ~ older monk
Could I wear white paint on my forehead to strengthen my light? And nobody would stare or think it is weird or pagan or anything? Would they understand the white mark on my forehead? Would they let me wear white clothing? And yes, you do not need to eat if you don't have to. ~ Mahemhan
Do they know who I am? Even when I have been in hiding? Can they see into me somehow? Can Mahemhan see me? Has he prepared for me a safe haven? Am I not meant to suffer in this world? Are there really good people and safe places, where people understand consciousness? I never had that. This blasted body, this blasted name and so-called "identity" and all the things that come with it. Blasted photographies that supposedly show who I am. [something about elephants and that the Shaolin monks thought Mahemhan to be the elephant Ganesha] They thought we were an elephant. ~ Mahemhan, because I think of him as an octopus You don't need shoes here. ~ Mahemhan I think who said, showed me an image of one of the pairs of shoes in our hallway
I like to eat chickpeas, fruit, sunflower seeds, anything that comes from flowers. There is even protein and fats that come from flowers, like chickpeas and sunflower seeds. I love it because when I eat flowers I can see the flowers and feel their sunshine and when they lived. I feel everything they absorbed. But if I eat meat I see and feel the animal and the murder. If I eat fruit I see the human who picked the fruit and what they were thinking. Sometimes I don't eat at all. I would live on light only if I didn't have to live among humans. Ascension process is not very easy for them. ~ Lord Sananda says to me, he means to the monks
I would change my body if I lived there. ~ me
Shaolin temple. Safe haven. Mirrors. I would go now if they let me. I have already lived in isolation most of my life, so that this world cannot make me into a reflection of what it is, in unconsciousness and mirror reflection. We can't use you as an instrument.. ~ older monk, but seems there is a "but" there As I am wondering if this conversation has been real, or if it was maybe given by false negative entities, Mahemhan gives me a clear image of his arm superimposed with my right arm and how the palm of our hand together opens to reveal the swastika there, "I have given you that", he says. Just before writing here I was working on the page about Hindu Blue Kings and added a picture of Ganesha with the swastika on his hand. That is what he meant. Yes, she is a Maharishi. ~ Mahemhan says to the monks
Master Moryah, once lived here with us. ~ older monk says and sighs
I now take a chance to incarnate some and I see my light body across the back of my head, and the white hair of Narkael. I take a look at the older monk to read where he is on his ascension process toward consciousness. Master Moryah was once here. And we were delighted to say so. ~ older monk
The monks are standing indoors and perhaps also under ground. They are standing by a big brass gong that has been beaten on many times because it has many bumps and indentations on it. She said, "we bring you peace", did you hear it? ~ Mahemhan or other says to the monks, yes I said that when I gave them the flowers
Father Moryah was also blessed, with the ability to drink without water. ~ monk tells me
There are not many women like you. ~ Lord Sananda says to me
That was Father Moryah. ~ someone says about the man with a turban In the past few days I was visited by an Enlightened Master who let me see him in spirit form. He looked like an Oriental man with a large face and a big nose, light skin color and dark eyes and he wore a large white turban. He was chatty and talked a lot and he is the one who told me to learn Punjabi because he would much rather speak to me in Punjabi than in English, but he was managing English real well. He said that when he lived on Earth his language was Punjabi. I didn't know who he was. But just so happens yesterday I was doing a horrible cleaning job to help the family and the man with the turban appeared to talk to me. I was so tired that I snapped at him. I had just pulled a back muscle and I was exhausted and stressed and the work was not flattering, so I told him off and I was very rude. Now I feel really bad about it because he was Father Morya. Oh damn these earthly things that take divinity away... I didn't have the time to listen to him then, and I was really stressed and aching and then I got angry at him. It was Master Morya, just like Lord Sananda Kuthumi can visit me, so can Morya. That beautiful man with a white turban who wanted me to learn to speak Punjabi with him, it was Master Morya and I was so rude. Woe this horrible world and the bad things it makes us! It was Father Moryah. I am not so sorry that you snapped. ~ Father Moryah appeared, and he says after about a minute, he sees me crying because I am so sorry
I am transparent to these Masters. The Angels, Jesus, Lord Sananda, Master Morya, the buddhist monks, Mahemhan Ganesha, they all see who I really am. It's like, I've lived this whole life in hiding We regret that you have. ~ Father Morya Hiding, rejecting, suffering. There are no words for the tragedy. Yes, I also wanted to speak with you in Punjabi! ~ Master Morya says and is happy, while I was remembering all the pain I've gone through by not being able to be Narkael Now, that you know about Hitler, would you help us stop them? ~ Morya
I had known about the great flood in Japan long before it happened. That is what they meant. Now I have a lot to think about. I have to start to wonder if now isn't the time for me to awaken? To start to imagine if there could be a life for me here, somewhere? A place where I could be myself? A place with mirrors, where I could breathe? (*The mirror means a place that sees who I am, rather than reflecting back at me something I am not. A mirror is something that knows who something is, whereas a broken mirror is what this world is.) I need meditation, I need prayer. I need to start thinking about if now is the time. / 9:29 PM We have been telling you, that your Ida, Pingala and Shushumna are very bright. You have not been listening? ~ monk or enlightened being, March 26, 2014 9:38 PM
His real name is, Master Motreyah. ~ someone about Morya, 9:46 PM
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