Encounters with Religious Figures
March 11 2014 ~ God has let me see him and he has spoken to me last night, this morning, and today. He has a golden face and two eyes and the tentacles on his chin which Christians say is a man with a beard, which Hinduism says is Ganesha the elephant with a trunk, and which the Angels, Fallen Angels, and Hindu Blue Kings say is the octopus Creator God.
It should be overwhelming or difficult to see God, but the experience is easy and comfortable. Today God told me that he is in a grain of sand, and I know what he meant. He has also shown me how he is in water. If you know how to find God, you can even take a grain of sand and when you look at it suddenly the whole world becomes clear and Heavenly and God is all around.
When I thought he was Ganesha he had called himself Mahemhan. Now the octopus God said his name is Yahweh, and both he and his Angel Gabriel told me not to use his name (Yahweh) in vain because when I do it connects to him. So when I say God I mean Yahweh, Ganesha, Mahemhan. He told me that Narkael is here to be tested and to learn and he is watching everything I do here. God talked about events in my life that had happened and that had been taken away, as if they were images that he himself had placed upon me on a screen to test me with to see what I do. As if people, events, situations, are just slides on a projector screen in a classroom.
God told me about things that he was proud of me doing, and things that he was not proud of. God is proud that I do not want to hurt animals. God is not happy that I am talking with the Fallen Angels. I thought I was being friendly by listening to the Fallen, but it seems that the Fallen have been stealing God's essence from me and distracting me from God's path for me, and that is why God would rather prefer that I not talk to the Fallen. God changed the way I feel about life.
I now think of life not as strictly or seriously, but I see this more as a game and a fun exercise. I am also happy to know that God exists and that he listens to me. I am happy to know that humans and this world with everything in it was created. I am happy to know that it was God who placed the difficult obstacles into my life, to test me with. And I am happy for reasons that I cannot explain. Happy to know and have seen God's gold and light that pervades this world, that is even in a grain of sand
I was also in that milk. ~ Ganesha God laughs, March 11 2014, 4:37 PM
Just a while ago I was thinking of what to eat and I decided against drinking milk. That is why he talks about milk now.
Dear God? You know how I would love to live on light and not have to eat foods. You know I am a Light Being and I want to live on light. Can I do this with my human body? ~ me
I have anger issues and frustrations yes, it is because I don't feel I am where I need to be in life in order to be myself. As for angry at my mother, I have a lot of anger about the fact that I feel as if my mother (and most people in my life) do not know who I am, and that is holding me back. So I guess if I am feeling that anger and feeling being held back, then I am held back by those feelings, and then I am not able to manifest what I think I am without.
God showed me flashes from my life today and he said this is what they show to people when a person dies. Angel Gabriel was with us too and God said that Gabriel is an extension of him, and that is when I realized how similar God and Gabriel are in appearance.
March 12 2014 ~ Last night I had a dream which seemed to tell something about how God created the universe. I had a dream that everything was dissolving. The gravity that was keeping things together was disappearing and everything was falling apart into light pieces and slowly drifting up high into the sky and in toward space. People were lifting up into the sky and the world and things in it were dissolving and lifting in fragments. It was a bit frightening, but when I woke up, God was speaking to me. He had been telling me how worlds are created.
He explained to me something without words about how he had created our solar system. Every planet in our solar system, from its placement to the very nature of the planet was deliberate. I asked if it meant that astrology is true, but he didn't say. The way God was showing our solar system made me think of our solar system as clockwork and it completely changed my thoughts about outer space, closer to something we had hundreds of years ago before "modern astronomy".
God explained outer space as some kind of celestial heavenly canvas, not at all the black empty space with hydrogen and atoms and astronomical details we are used to thinking of today. It truly is like stepping into a place where God lays out a canvas with designs, and our solar system was not at all the random collisions and aggregation of atoms and geological data, but God's deliberate focusing and thought which created the gravity that keeps things of creation together, and every planet was carefully designed so that our solar system as a whole works like a clockwork. We may be looking at space with our telescopes and writing down our notes in astronomical scientific lingo, but we don't know what we are looking at.
To give myself credit, I have always known that gravity came first and then matter results as a consequence. I was a physics student and we learned that physicists don't really know what gravity is or where it comes from, and the common assumption among physicists is that first there were atoms and then they have gravity and they pull one another together and planets can form. I always believed that gravity is what was first, and the material world assumes position and takes form. God and me are in agreement of this. The dream where gravity from God's thought was taken out from inside forms and things was so educational, with things dissolving and rising up into air.
God has dreamt our world, even if we humans have scientists that go around naming things and talking about Darwin and cosmology, we are only naming God's creations. God is an intelligence who dreamt up these worlds. Just because science hasn't got that far doesn't mean we have to reject it. Scientists have made science their religion, and they say that their religion of science is the only true religion because it only accepts truth, yet they forget that even science is always very small and growing, only a few years ago scientists didn't even know about atoms or quantum physics, so science will always be an incomplete religion, and by being incomplete it is inadequate. Meanwhile God contains all of the mystery of the universe and we don't reject the things that we don't understand.
The Genies taught me how to create anything at all, and God Yahweh has also taught me the same. God taught me that everything which I see is a creation, and everything that I create I will see. This aligns with the Law of Attraction. If you visualize, and then focus so that you create the gravity of things, then you will see them.
Yesterday Angel Azekiel who had sung "Merkhabah" at the Fallen Angel, had looked at our living room bookshelf which has many different religions books, with many books about Christianity and Jesus, the Quran, book of Mormons, and others. Angel Azekiel expressed approval, but then said that there is one book he/she does not approve of, and showed me the Bhagavad-Gita. The Angel said that this book tells humans that they can "do this alone, when they can't".
I was playing a computer game where I had just bought a virtual sheep and was ready to give it a name. I had already decided for a name when Yahweh God or his Angels suggested that I name the sheep "Hazel", and said that Hazel is a name for a woman who is hard-working and diligent in honor of God. So I named the sheep Hazel.
The night between March 15-16 2014 ~ I had gone to bed when an Angel appeared to show me scenes from my future husband's home. The Angel has the same eyes as God
Pleased to meet. ~ that Angel says now, March 15-16 2014, 1:32 AM and bows deeply almost so that the head touches the floor
Yes I was having difficulty sleeping. The Angel is tall and has the same eyes as God. There is no nose and no mouth. It has two large golden feathered wings and wears a long white dress. The face and body is golden.
First I felt ripples across my body. They started at one point on my torso and moved upward my body like crested waves. I felt them like a wave of energy that touched me. Then with a delay of two seconds after the waves had already traveled up by quite a lot, then I heard a sound which was identical to harp! There seemed to be as many harp tones as there were ripples on the wave. It is interesting that the music was first felt, and then heard. And interesting
My God, the Father, taught me this. So, it is nothing of my own. I thought you might like to know, since I play again. ~ the Angel shows me itself holding a lyre in one hand and its other hand ready to play the strings
And interesting too that the music is felt as well as heard, and that the sound came with a delay after the feeling. I told the Angel that I heard it play the harp, and the Angel corrected me and said that actually, it is a lyre not a harp. It played again a melody of several notes. And then it played a few more times shorter melodies with its lyre. The Angel then told me that it sings too.
It doesn't actually have strings. We only thought that you might like to know that. I also do not have a throat to sing with! ~ says Angel and stretches its throat to show me
The Angels have found my husband for me and they will bring us together soon. Today they showed me his living room. On the coffee table he has a bowl with plastic green grapes for decoration. There are many Angels living in his home, they live so closely to my husband. The Angel who plays the lyre stays in my future husband's home. I look forward for us two to find each other. It is with God's design.
They are called, reverberations. ~ Angel says about the ripples of sound
I have to look up the word. It means:
God created them for me. And so now, I give them to you. The reverberations I mean. ~ Angel
Reverberations means: "prolongation of a sound; resonance" or "a continuing effect; a repercussion".
That you didn't want to drink with me. ~ Ganesha God
Yes, and no. ~ God Ganesha
What part is yes and what part is no? ~ me
The simple answer is, yes you can! But the difficult answer is no you don't want to, because you are angry at your mother. ~ God Ganesha
Hello Angel. Thank you for playing the lyre to me. It was very beautiful. It felt beautiful and it sounded so lovely. I am very happy about that. Thank you, my dear Angel. ~ me
It was done to help you sleep, nothing else. So do not thank me enough! ~ Angel
Thank you Angel. You knew I was having difficulty sleeping. ~ me
Play as much as you want, Angel. It is the most beautiful thing. Thank you so much. ~ me
God loves you, and he wanted me to play for you. ~ Angel, and now I see the golden face of God too
Thank you Angel. And God, both. You are beautiful things in my life. ~ me
God plays to you the lyre, through me. ~ Angel
Thank you God, for the lyre. ~ me
How do you create the sounds? With your mind perhaps? ~ me
I also do not have feet. ~ Angel says with a smile
You are perfect in my eyes. ~ me
You are not with the angry golden Cherub. ~ Angel
Thank you. ~ me
We chased her away. ~ Angel, Sohofat the angry Cherub Valkyrie was here
Angel, what is your name if you wish to tell me that? ~ me
Do not eat the chocolate, if that does not make you happy. Only do the things that make you happy. ~ Angel shows me the chocolate I ate this morning, it knows I hate the chocolate but felt compelled to eat it anyway
Thank you Angel and God. I love you both. You are the love in me, without you I am not love. You are the beauty of all worlds. Thank you for the lyre music, it was beautiful to me. ~ me
Yes. I wanted to make you happy. ~ Angel
I am happy. And soothed. ~ me
The God, the Father, always loves you. No matter what you do here. So, even if you are angry, we will always love you. Always will. ~ Angel
Thank you Angel. ~ me
So, even when you are angry at us, we will guide you the way. ~ Angel
Thank you Angel. ~ me, a few days ago I was angry at God and the Angels again, because I want a life that is different than this, where I can do more good things and be happier, and sometimes I feel helpless and then, if I feel the worst, I might blame God, and then I regret doing it afterwards, so I am sorry
God doesn't mind if you do, he put you here to have these challenges. ~ Angel says, i.e. doesn't mind if I get angry
And they were made to make you happy. So they sing their songs! ~ God says to me about the music and the Angels