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Happy Easter!, and My Meeting with the Pentecostals
April 16 2014 ~ I sent a little prayer to God to tell him that I love him, and when I finished the prayer with Amen, Jesus appeared and he spoke to me. We stayed up all night as he answered my many questions and he told me the history of the holy scripture which became the Judaic texts and the Bible. I was not a Christian when he came to me. It is not that I would have expected to see Jesus. And it was not a Christian prayer specifically that I had made for God.
Jesus is real. God created Jesus and sent him here for the Jews to rescue them from the Romans, and Jesus and his Jesuits did. It does not matter to God and to Jesus that the Jews ended up not believing in their Messiah. The Jews were already righteous, but I for one would be happy if they knew that God had listened to and answered
Let me tell them that. The Jews were always proper. And so we do not need them to hear you sing! As, the Jews were always golden here. Not just now, not just before, but always with me. As, I created them. They were mine, my golden ones. The Jews had golden hair then, and so they were mine, and so they were with me. ~ God, April 16 2014, 11:26 AM
Jesus has been an ever presence with me ever since that prayer. But he was always with me even before then. I had had a few apparitions and guidance from Jesus before. But now he is with me always and he speaks to me. I never thought that I would become a Christian, but he leads me. Christianity is about accepting and embracing the protection that Jesus brings.
Say Hallelujah to that. They always did that. ~ God, 11:27 AM
God is a being made of light, but he is also the tall man with tentacle beard and he sits on a cloud because people have always expected him to. Because Jesus loves us so much, God nobled him into Lord, and he was named Sananda which means Heart. Lord Sananda looks just like God but Sananda and God speak a little bit differently, and Sananda is a bit smaller than God. Sananda also looks like the white man with long stilt legs. Sometimes I cannot tell them apart, often Lord Sananda and God become one and the same when they speak.
Lord Sananda was our Jesoah, Jesus. But he says he was also here as Kuthumi
Yes, I was. ~ says Lord Sananda, 11:31 AM
Kuthumi was perhaps Master Koot Hoomi who taught Madame Blavatsky about Buddhism, which she then brought to the Western world and which later inspired New Age spirituality. He was also Father Motreyah, a somewhat round-faced slightly short man with black hair, perhaps he has a beard, large dark eyes, who wears a long white kaftan with long sleeves and a white turban. And Sananda was also Imam Abdullah, who spoke to Saladin and made Saladin into his priest, though the wars were not intended.
What is God? He says that he is the creator of worlds. That he forged this universe and our solar system out of his thought. Without his thought that made the gravity that holds all things together, all things would dissolve and float up into the air and hang suspended in the air, even people. He
Do not tell them about Moses, or they won't have you back. ~ God, to not tell the Jews the truth about Moses, 11:35 AM
I am about to go visit my new church for the first time today or tomorrow and God doesn't want me to tell them that Moses was in fact just the symbolic "son of Jews". That it was the shepherd Ahab who had went to the mountain of Ararat, not Moses at the mountain Sinai. And so forth.
I know what my people did, and didn't do. So, that is what the worst might be... Then they might not believe in me anymore. ~ God about the Jews
God he created the Angels first and then he created the Jews, the original golden Jews who had golden wavy hair and were more beautiful than the Angels, I was shown. Who were given the six-pointed star of David. God has also created the blue kings who are known in Hinduism as Krishna and Vishnu, a benevolent Angelic people. God said he created the birds to resemble the Angels, so that the birds would also sing for us, like the Angels sing.
God is described by the Angels and Blue Kings as the "octopus" Creator God. He is said to be an ancient being and sure enough, his chin has a beard out of tentacles. I struggled with that for a long time, but I remind myself that it is God, and that even Arch Angel Michael knows this and is ok with it. It is what it is.
God is the Light and God is gold. He is the Creator God. He sees everything and knows everything. He gives us life experiences, he makes things happen for us, he gives us people in our life and takes people away from us, just to see how we react. He is testing us, and those of us who prove to him in our living that we are loving to all others, we earn a place in his Heaven. Heaven is God's city and he will not let troublemakers in there. This is all based on what God and Sananda and the Angels have told and shown me.
Is there a Hell? There actually is. The Fallen Angels had chosen to hurt some of the original Jews. So God had punished these Angels by burning them so that they turned into black charred figurines with no feathered wings or light, and they were banished to live on the inside of planet Earth among the hot red and black molten rock in a place they call Hades. The good Angels had bled out the eyes of the Fallen Angels so that their bodies were completely emptied of their blood. The blood of the Fallen formed the red river Styx, which still flows in the underworld. They have shown me this, and they called it the river Styx. And for that reason the eyes of the Fallen are completely white, when they were bled out.
The Fallen Angels still rampage around Earth and they try to snare people. They want people to be their concubines, they feel lust when they literally eat our soul. The Fallen have created diseases that they give to people. The plague, syphilis, leprocy, gonorrhea. I am not making this up. This is all based on what I am being told by these deities, and what I have been shown. Only months ago I was a scientist who believed in Darwin and bacteria and the evolution of humans from primates. But alas, science is yet another of manmade religions, a worldview that some of us choose and think makes sense, but who are we humans to explain the universe? I was a physics and chemistry major.
The Fallen possess humans and make people commit murder, rape, and other crimes. They whisper hexes on our lives. They want humans to be alcoholics and drug users. They love to ruin people's lives. They can ruin a person's economy, family relations, friendships, love relationships. They can get a person fired from their job. They can get a person in trouble with the law. They can get people into prison or into mental institutions. They can make us sick and suffering in endless turmoil. And they can even, if they want to, make an appearance and cause a person to have a heart attack and die. The Fallen can also be very sensual and erotic, they can touch people with their black clawed hands, and want to make love to a human, an act which is all about consuming the human soul.
The Fallen Angels want to turn humans upside down. They show images of naked men and women standing on their heads, facing the underworld Hades, on their way down. They show me detached human heads, held in their arms upside down. Or a human head with the eyes on upside down. They call it, "the undoing of man". They want to undo God's creation, the humans.
It is all about revenge. The Fallen are angry that God punished them. They don't take personal responsibility for their crimes, or admit to their mistakes. They even told me they wanted to punish me for what their fate was. Me! What wrong have I done to the Fallen? I have been nothing but kind and respectful of them. I think of them as sick and suffering people and I hope that one day they will climb back into the Light and return to forn glory.
Hell is a very real place and it is when you are taken by the Fallen Angels
We are called Lords. And don't you forget that. Sheep! Baa! ~ Fallen, 11:52 AM
The other day the Fallen wanted to teach me how
They are riddled with curses! All of them! The playing cards! ~ Fallen, 11:55 AM
The other day they wanted to teach me how to read fortunes with regular playing cards. Each of the cards has a meaning. The red cards have a good meaning, the black ones have a bad meaning. I didn't take notes but they are eager to teach me what each of them means, and how to lay the cards. I declined the offer, but for the interest of humanity I might write down how they were meant to be used.
We put spells in them. ~ says a Fallen, "them" being the playing cards, and it exhales in a yellow halitosis that Sarasvita has, which contains diseases and a sickly smell that would make me vomit if it came any closer
The Fallen Angels are a lot of trouble and they will take every
And goats? ~ a Fallen says
They will take every human, and goats, that they can get their hands on. Oh there's the Bacchus one, it is a little black fellow with thick ramhorns and goat feet. The Fallen are actually really cute, if you see them. The one who is Satan laughs now because I called them cute, and he thinks about sitting on a throne. They want to be Gods and Kings and Lords. These guys are however just former Angels. God and the good Angels won't destroy or kill the Fallen. They remember who each of these Fallen Angels once were, and they cry for them and still love them sort of. It is a great tragedy for the Angels every time when an Angel is lost and Falls.
So Hell is a very real situation in which the Fallen Angels
I am here to take that away. As, I did not want to see it written, the riddled part. ~ Sananda, 11:59 AM
The Fallen will take humans and they have taken many already. One of their favorite ways to corrups a human is to use sexuality against them. They will whisper lusty feelings to a person while trying to make a person associate it to sinful acts. "Sin", I have learned, simply means anything that brings you away from your own light (soul) and from God. The Fallen especially like pedophilia and they try to make people into pedophiles. That is why you see so much pedophilia among priests, it seems to be one of their favorite challenges, and a lot of priests fall for it and do not seem to realize that it is the Devil.
Please, take my Bread here. ~ Sananda calmly says, 12:02 noon
The Fallen also like homosexuality for humans. Now I don't know if homosexuality is a sin and Sananda and God haven't talked to me about it. However - I do know that the Fallen encourage homosexuality as a specific way to make humans "stand on their head", upside down, in the undoing of God's creation of man. I don't want the gay community to go haywire because I say that. Let me be clear: I haven't said that homosexuality would be a sin. Because I don't know if it is, they haven't said. But I do know this: the Fallen encourage homosexuality as one of the many ways of corruption for human kind. I don't know if it means that all homosexuals are that because they are corrupted by the Fallen Angels. But I do know that the Fallen will try to make people homosexual in order to ruin God's creation, the humans.
What does Jesus offer?
We take away the original sin from them. So that they can live with me. ~ God or Sananda, 12:11 noon
God is the Light. In the Light there is no suffering, no hunger, no fears, no pain. The Fallen are an immense source of suffering, pain, physical disease, mental disease, sexual corruption, murder, crime, havered economy, and so forth. Do you want to suffer or do you want to enjoy life? It seems ambiguous, it seems that we might leave humans at their own fate. But we live in a world where the Fallen are on a rampage to corrupt us. The danger is that most people do not even know about them. Most people embrace the whispers and hexes of the Fallen as their own thoughts, not knowing that it is an entity entirely separate to them who whispered it to them.
When God created the original golden Jews, they were impeccable angelic beings. The real human being is loving and lives in an endless abundance with God's plenty. There would be food for everyone, love, no crimes, no hatred, no suffering or sadness. The natural real human being, is perhaps like what a child is. Children are born knowing how to smile and be happy, how to play with everyone. And as they "grow up" we become corrupted.
We live in a world that is built by the Nephilim. For instance you see so much antiseminism throughout history. Antisemitism never made the slightest bit of sense to me. How could anybody hate the Jews? Especially when Nazis and racists hate the Jews. The Jews are "white people"! Well of course it doesn't make sense. Because it is the Fallen Angels who create antisemitism and whisper it to people. I am a Finnish Nordic person. But I know that the Jews are God's favorite and most special people out of all people on Earth. God tells me this all the time! The rest of us should not be jealous. Instead it is a time to Rejoice that God's people are here. Isn't it wonderful that a God who created the beautiful Angels and this whole entire world has also created the Jews and that they are living here with us?
Everyone must surrender any antisemitism and humbly realize that they have been hexed by the Fallen Angels, the Devils. We have to make sure that we protect and cherish the Jewish people, especially after all the things they have been through. And, us Christians have to always remember every day that it was the God of Jews who sent us the Jewish man Jesoah, our Jesus. Jesoah Lord Sananda considers himself a Jew, and he didn't like that he was painted with Roman clothes on the last supper together with the Apostles. Really, that is like painting the Jews with Nazi clothes. The Romans were the Nazis of that time.
If we are Christians then we must cherish the Jews. They are our Angelic people. And it is perfectly ok that Jews do not acknowledge Jesus. Jesus was not sent here to change the Jews. He was sent here to change the Romans. So it is ok.
The Jewish have a very special relationship with God Yahweh. God and Sananda have shown me
Please, stop talking about the Jews. As, they might want to persecute you otherwise. ~ Angel, seems to be the 17th order angel with white feathers who taught me about the Bachlyre yesterday, 12:22 noon
God and Sananda have shown me so much with the Jews. The white and blue prayer scarf that the Jews have always held with their hands above their head when they pray, and how they carry it on their shoulders in between prayers. This tradition goes way back even to the Biblical times. God has shown me so many Jewish people and temples and ancient holy texts. The Jews are still golden. If you are blessed with the sight you can see that Jewish people have gold around them, it is the same gold that God is. Having the Jews here with us is like living with the Angels. You have to have the sight to see. It is in their genetics, and also in their faith and religion. They have such a beautiful special and unique relationship with God. The rest of us who are not Jews we can only try to do our best.
The Fallen Angels fathered Ishmael and the consequent Arabs and Egyptians. Is this why some Muslims try to kill the Jews? If you love God and Creation, Life and Beauty, if you love the sky and the sun and our solar system and all the beautiful things, from every grain of sand to all the foods and things that we have, then you must not harm the Jews. They are God's creation. I cannot express how much I love the Jews now that I have been shown what they are.
So do we need Jesus and God and religion? I think yes we do. Many who are under the spells of the Fallen Angels, will find it that they cannot solve their problems on their own. Many physical diseases, mental diseases, even economical hardships, struggling relationships, crime, and a long series of bad luck, is lifted away when we are brought into the Light into the presence of God.
Please do not talk to them about me anymore. ~ God doesn't want me to talk about him to the Jews
Some people plague themselves for me. And tell them! It hurts me! ~ Sananda
One thing that Jesus Sananda shows me often is how some religious people dress up as Jesus and beat themselves all bloody while walking the streets, to induce some kind of suffering. Jesus absolutely hates that and he would like to see an end to this behavior. So please make a note of that.
Tell them they can eat their supper with me. I am very benign. ~ Sananda, 12:33 noon
In Sweden we have always had the witch as one of the symbols of Easter. The witch rides a broomstick and she has black clothes and a black scarf over her hair. She usually has an ugly face with a big nose. Other Swedish symbols of Easter are the painted colored Easter eggs, the Easter bunny (but not so much in Sweden no), little yellow chicks, the rooster and hens. I had never contemplated on it, there being the Easter witch. As a child I even participated in dressing up as the Easter witch to go sell little homemade Easter cards to people in exchange for candy, like children do for Halloween in the United States. Jesus wants to see an end to the use of witch for Easter, and now we have been told that this "witchcraft" has come to us to spoil Easter, the Fallen have done that for us.
I urge all of us who are Christians and who love Jesus to spread his Word his Bread. To tell the children about him. To make sure that women are also welcome in church.
In some places women were not even allowed to speak. And so, now you she has. ~ God or Sananda, 12:37 noon
We who love Jesus and are Christians should also do what we can to end antisemitism and to cherish God's creation the Jews. The Fallen are after to hurt the Jews and it will surface throughout the world and we have to do what we can to stop that from happening. They are our Earth Angels from God and just look at what the Fallen have done to them! We Christians also have to pledge to put an end to the use of "witch" as a symbol of Easter! Such paganism must be stopped it comes from the Devils!
We will also like to sing to that. To the end of persecution of Jews and Nazism! And so, God has been Holy again. As we have always watched him with us. ~ the 17th order Bachlyre Angel, 12:39 noon
And we must also let people know that Jesus does not approve of when some people hurt themselves for Easter! Those people who think they can beat themselves bloody for Easter! It hurts Jesus!
We humans can try to go about life on our own. With its many troubles and sins and pains. I was never happy until Allah (the Holy Spirit through Islam) and God and Jesus and the Angels came to me.
We would like to sing to that too. ~ says the 17th order Angel of the Bachlyre, 12:41 noon
The Devil is very strong. I don't know if any human being is strong enough to reject the Devil all on our own. Are regular people afflicted by the Devil? Not all of them are, I would think. Because you can be closer to God without knowing about religion. By being loving and good and by rejecting any spontaneous thoughts about evil. But God, I have found, is a real sentient entity, and we can be with him. Jesus Sananda is real and he loves us.
Yes, tell them that the children can come to us. ~ Sananda, 12:43 noon
Are there risks with religion, with Christianity? Well, at first I had thought so. When Jesus was telling me to give my own food to the hungry, I was angry at him and I thought that Christianity and Jesus is dangerous. But then I learned from them that I was being asked to give to others, so that I could learn to give to myself, and then I would not be hungry or starving myself again. And then I understood what that lesson was.
What about when Christians think that they can cure illness with God and reject hospitals and modern medicine? Well, I must say I was in medical treatment for depression for many years and I was not cured or well. But when Allah, praise Him!, came to me He cured me of my depression in an instant. At at one time Allah, praise Him!, came to me and cured an eye problem that I had been having for a long time. The Fallen Ones have created many diseases that they give to us, the plague, leprocy, and so forth. There was a time when the Devil said that he was giving me leprocy. In fact I had a strange skin infection on my right wrist that wouldn't heal. Jesus took my hand and he shone his blue and white light into it and the skin rash was gone. Was this leprocy? Perhaps, it sort of reminded me of those pictures, but whatever it was, Jesus had cured it.
So do we reject vaccinations and medicines? It is not for me to say. I for one am happy that today we have a medicine that cures the plague! The plague still exists in the world, for instance Mexico has it. If you get to a hospital within 48 hours there is a medicine. Could faith in God cure the plague from an afflicted person? I do not know that. Was the church successful in curing the plague during the epidemics? I don't know.
But I am feeling healthier and happier than ever thanks to Jesus and the Angels and God and Allah the Holy Spirit! I would still go to a hospital if I became sick. If I fall and break a bone, or if I am not feeling well. I might pray to Jesus first, but I would go to a hospital if it fails.
But religion is not only about curing our ailments. It is also a tremendous source of happiness, a meaning of life, to become loving. I never knew what it meant to love all others as Brothers and Sisters until Allah, praise Him!, came to me and showed me that every single human here on Earth is my brother or sister. It felt like having a huge family. Just think of how much you can love your own sister or brother, suddenly having millions upon millions of them all over the Earth!
Well, modern world does offer us medicines and for that reason many have rejected the healing properties of religion. But as for the happiness, purpose, love, they do try. They sell us many things in exchange for money, clothes, cars, phones, etc., that are meant to bring us happiness. There is no happiness that can be bought or that the modern scientific world offers us that comes close to the happiness from God. What about happiness from our family and loved ones? I would dare to claim that the Love from God is even greater than the Love we can experience from other humans.
What else? The society that has been built for the world? Religion offers a society that is even better. The Holy presence of God takes away racism, hatred, greed, selfishness. It wants a world where everyone has plenty to eat and a good safe home. A world without alcoholism or prostitution. A world without satanic messages in television and music (if you don't believe this, just go to the Fallen Angels section of this website and listen to the Beatles songs backwards and you'll see it is there).
Jesus and God have asked me to fast for three days for Easter. Easter is this weekend, today is Wednesday. Yesterday and the day before I fasted, and today I am fasting. I am having only water between the hours of 9 to 5 in the day. It was God, not Sananda, who was specific on the times. He said it will be like an entire working day with him. After 5 in the afternoon I can eat something light. It seems that God can only come the closest into our bodies if we are pure during a fast. The Jews also fast for Yom Kippur, but God taught me that you can not say "Yom Kippur" in vain because it summons the presence of God, and he gets cranky if you say it in vain. God has shown me many Jews who have fasted for Yom Kippur and how they have felt weak and some of them even felt cold.
Children under the age of 12 must not fast, said God. Nor women who are pregnant or people who are elderly or ill should fast, instead they can take part by being in fasting in their thoughts, by commemorating they can also take part.
Fasting is easy for me. I have had a lot of experience so this is by no means a struggle for me. I have done seven day dry fast which was followed by two days on only diluted juice, and on that ninth day I had so much light around me it was too much of the good that I cancelled the fast, because I was not ready to realize how much I had missed out on by not having the Light in me.
I suspect that Jesus and God would describe a fast differently for different people. They have not been specific about what I can or cannot eat or drink. Well, God told me to have some bare crispy rye bread which we Swedish always have in our cupboard, and to get some wild rose soup which we also like in Sweden. Wild rose soup is like a fruit soup with lots of energy and we like to have it when we are sick with the fever. I have eaten other things, even gluttony and chocolate and soda and cake after 5 in the afternoon these two past days of fast. God was upset with me for eating things. But they had not specifically told me not to eat these things, so I had an excuse I thought.
God was angry at me for eating after the fast so that is why he gave me another lesson instead, he said. That night I had a nightmare. There was a building with a fire. People were on the balconies and it was clear that they could not go inside because the fire was already in the room. God had wanted to see whether I would try to rescue these people. And true enough, I had stayed and tried to figure out a way to rescue them, though I was too afraid to go into the fire. But I did not leave their side. This was my first ever taste of "God's fury". I felt almost as if I had been punished.
Ha ha ha, no! ~ Father Motreyah laughs, 1:01 PM
Sometimes I wonder if I should fear God? If he might be scary or dangerous? Other religions fear him. But he has been very patient with me. He is like a good father who is patient with misbehaving children who are running around everywhere. But I have to tell you this, God gets very annoyed if someone says his name Yahweh in vain, or
They were broken afterwards, for Cristus. ~ Sananda shows me the little clay pots again, aha so they were broken. Maybe like how the Greeks like to break a plate for weddings? Or was that the Jewish who do that, I don't know.
So there is an old Easter tradition that God has shown me from long ago, where people baked little clay pots and placed their favorite food in them and said a prayer to God, and it was a gift for God. The little pots were then broken. And God likes that. I will start that as a new Easter tradition and spread the word to the Christians to do the same for God. God also wanted me to bake an Easter Bread. I know that orthodox Christians bake sweet breads for Easter. I will start doing that too. What a sweet little tradition? What would I fill my little pot with. Hmm, what are my favorite foods to give back to God? I honestly like fruits. The other day Sananda or God asked me to visualize a table with all of my favorite foods, so that he could then give it to me. I visualized fruits. I liked fresh figs, physalis fruit, and the starfruit. But what would be Jesus favorite foods? I would
No, no. You fill it with what you like the best. As, that food has been given. So you were giving it to me, so that it comes back to you! Multiplied! Tenfold! ~ God laughs heartily
So God has placed me on a three-day fast. I would advise that everyone decides on their own together with Jesus what their own fast would look like. I can do a dry fast easily like a pro, but most people could not even skip breakfast without troubles. I honestly would have wanted a fast that was a bit more challenging than this.
But after three days Jesus wants me to be baptized.
Do you see what it says? Cristus? ~ Father Motreyah shows me the little clay pot again, yes it says something in ancient Greek kyrillics written with black on the pot
They had instructed me not to watch television or read books or be on the computer for my three day fasting. (So I am breaking that rule right now by writing this very long page during fasting hours, but next year I will do better.)
Yes, there will be a retribution. ~ Sananda, 1:14 PM
But for the first day I did what they said, I stayed in constant prayer, I rested, I did nothing else. Jesus told me to think of him and of his death while I fast. He talked abou this resurrection. After the three days I have to wear a white shroud, like the white shrouds we are all given in Heaven when we die, and to have a full body baptism. The baptism should be either today if not tomorrow. Then Easter can start with the foods and things. When I am baptized Jesus wants me to say, just after I have dipped myself, "Jesus has resurrected. And I with you.", or "Jesus is resurrected. And I with you." (he told me in Swedish). Then I would be reborn with him.
I have contacted a Christian church which practices fullbody baptism, though they don't do it for Easter. I am meeting them tomorrow to talk about baptism and about joining their church. It is the Pentecostal church. I had first turned to the Church of Sweden, which is a traditional Lutheran. They don't baptize the entire body and they don't baptize adults so I knew I had to find something else.
If Jesus wants an adult to have a full body baptism then the Pentecostals are the true Christian church. Any church that doesn't enable people to have a full body baptism in adult years is not a church of Jesus, I can safely conclude this.
I have also learned that Catholicism is like a continuation of the Romans, with its rule and hierarchy and so forth. Because one day God had showed me the Pope and his men sitting on thrones and God asked me what do I think of that? Jesus works together with each individual. Also Jesus does not talk about priests. I was brought up to respect priests, and I would have expected
Respect. ~ says a Fallen Angel with blood in its mouth
I would have expected that Jesus would also rever the priests and think of them highly. When I wrote to a priest, Jesus had things to say to him too, which I included in the letter. Jesus wanted the priest to know that Jesus is in the holy water. But Jesus was not admiring or praising the priest for his work. I was surprised at how casual Jesus was, he seemed to regard the priest as any other man, and understood the personal life lessons that the priest has. So this whole hierarchy of clergy is nonsense, I must conclude. God and Jesus do not seem to favor a priest. Jesus wants to work directly with every individual, and a priest is not loved more by Jesus than the average person, or child is, I have learned. Which is not at all what I would have expected.
The Pentecostals are many. And now, they can also be with you. ~ God or Sananda
Jesus has talked about Easter more than anything ever since our first time together following that prayer when we wrote the book "Lord Sananda Speaks: Holy Scripture".
Tell them, that the Apostles were many, now also you. ~ Sananda says and bows and makes out the figure of a heart with his hands, Sananda means "Heart"
Jesus regards me as one of his Apostles. Somehow I was lead to believe that a mere woman, even me, could never be anything of importance in religion. It is even taught that such is a sin to even think that. But Jesus does not judge me. He speaks to me and he tells me I am an Apostle. I don't even know what Apostle means but I assume it was the students who listened to Jesus and learned from him. Jesus can even come to someone who has not read the Bible. I haven't read the Bible yet, but I will. But I prefer learning the scripture directly from Jesus.
And now is Easter. He has put me on a fast. And he wants me to have a full body baptism tonight I presume. I thought about going to the lake and dipping. Just like that, just me and Jesus. It might be embarrassing, but it is by no means forbidden. People have the right to bathe there. I just don't have a baptism dress but I will ask to get one from the Pentacostals Church. If they cannot baptize me soon before Easter then I will ask if they have a dress for me and I will head out on the lake with Jesus. I can dip into the lake and then dry off on the dock and change clothes. I would probably sit for a while and contemplate on what this means.
Jesus talks about baptism often. The Holy Spirit and Sananda and God are in the water. The baptism water repels the Fallen Angels.
We can tell them more about that if they want. It was made out to be that way. As, it was never given before like that, like with the Bread. But, the sinners were many! And sometimes, we had to stop them! So, the baptism water means absolution. It doesn't mean anything but that. ~ the 17th Order Angel
Happy Easter to everybody! Even to the Jews and Muslims, have it be a time to Rejoice with God and Sananda and the Angels! I will also fast together with the Jews on Yom Kippur and together with the Muslims on Ramadan, so I can have three fastings per year, it is wonderful I think.
The blood wasn't mine. But I had wanted to take it. ~ a Fallen Angel says
I post a link to here on Facebook and Jesus speaks there too:
Jesus speaks here: Easter with Jesus
April 17 2014 ~ Jesus Lord Sananda guided me to wear all white clothes and no makeup as I went to the Pentecostal church. I was also supposed to leave my handbag with all my "wordly possessions" at the reception and outside the church itself. Ironically I had a job interview a few hours before the church meeting, so there I was in a professional business setting in white and no makeup, not to mention slightly out of focus and fatigued after three days of fasting with God and Jesus. So the first thing I said to my new employer, was, excuse me my inappropriate attire, I have a church appointment right after this. And it was fine, I was hired, somehow I shone through in spite of my religious attire.
It must've been something like fifteen years since I've ever set foot outdoors and especially downtown wearing absolutely no makeup. Not to mention, this time I was slightly fatigued after three days of fasting, so I did not feel attractive. I felt very naked and bare, but that is how Jesus wants me to be for Easter. I suffered from feeling "not ok" compared to all the other women with makeup and proper darker clothes. I was totally breaking the dresscode as a woman, but, religious life demands it sometimes, when you hear the Word and Guidance of Jesus. This world that we live in was not built for religion, it was built for other things, for commercialism, for vanity, for insecurity, for fake fasades, dress codes, and rules about behavior. With Jesus I am so bare and naked as I possibly can. That is how the soul and spirit is discovered.
I won't go into too much detail about the minister and secretary I met at the church out of respect for privacy of the church and its members. But I was warmly welcomed to their church. In fact I called just yesterday and they arranged for a meeting right away, the following day. And they gave me more than an hour of alone time with the minister and secretary of the church. I thanked them for going through all the trouble, it being Easter and busy times and all.
I was first given a tour of their beautiful church. They have a large cross hanging at the stage, and I think it had some white drapes hung over it. They have a large raised stage platform, unlike the Swedish Lutheran State Church which doesn't have a stage. Seating was in many full rows facing the stage, on two floors so also up at a balcony, whereas the Lutheran State Church would have two rows of benches with a free aisle in the middle leading to the front. The colors were bright and white, whereas Lutheran church tends to be more dark and old-fashioned. But this Pentecostal church was started in the 1960's, or that is when they had their first minister at least.
There was a drumset and musical instruments on stage, and music is a great big part of their service and the visitors sing together. And up on the stage, right where everyone can see it, is the pool for full body baptism. You take a few steps down on stairs and there is a pool for baptism. I was most intrigued to see this possibility for full body baptism. When Jesus had asked me to have a full body baptism, well I could never have thought of it myself. I know I am baptized as a baby, with those few drops on my forehead. I was so intrigued to see that I wasn't the first one to come up with the idea of full body adult baptism with Jesus. I am not alone with the worship of Jesus and receiving his Guidance and Word. I felt quite alone with the Swedish Lutheran State Church when they said they do not give full adult baptism. Was I going to have to worship Jesus all on my own, just together with Jesus and I? Then I found the Pentecostals. There is also Anabaptism and they also have baptism for adults. Of the entire body.
The lady and minister who spoke with me were wonderful. They interviewed me about my faith and I told them about how Jesus had come to me when I prayed and how I hear his words.
Tell them, it is my Bread. As, the Pentecostals would know that. ~ Sananda, 8:16 PM
They prayed for me, and also with me. When they prayed with me, I found two sites in my body where the Fallen have latched on with their black claws so to speak. One is in my lower abdomen, where they for a long time have tried to contort my sexuality so that they can corrupt me and take away my light. The other dark area from the Fallen, where they have latched on to me is in my chest, the area where love emanates from in a human, and they try to contort my love away and turn me into an emanator of pain, sadness, and anger. Their prayers let me feel these two dark areas that started to dissolve. It was almost as if the Fallen were "living" in these parts of me, as if they had literally built a "nest" in me. Like a parasitic infection. The presence of the Fallen in me started to burn like a real fire all over me, it was the Fallen burning. Jesus has worked with me to remove these sites, and it was lovely that the prayers were doing the same work of protection that Jesus does. I was fine, you could not see anything happening on the outside. It wasn't that dramatic. It wasn't like an exorcism I mean, it is not that severe. But I am sensitive so I can see the slightest thing.
For another prayer the minister asked me to repeat what he said. In the second or so sentence I nearly broke into sudden tears, suddenly a bundle of sadness was found out of nowhere hidden inside me and wanted to be cried out. I swallowed my tears and decided not to ruin the moment of prayer, perhaps I can solve these feelings at a later time.
I know little of religion, Christianity, or even Pentecostals. But aren't they one of those faiths where people feel the Holy Spirit and they faint and yell out and cry and sing, and literally experience a moment of madness? I certainly felt a taste of that and it wasn't even sermon yet.
With Jesus I have had many tears. In the first days when Jesus was giving me his Bread, his Words
Tell them I have prayed with you. ~ Sananda Jesus, 8:23 PM
I used to cry about ten times a day just from reading the Words that he had given me. You can read those Words in our book "Lord Sananda Speaks: Holy Scripture"
Tell them that children can come to me. ~ Sananda
In the book and also elsewhere on this website are his Words written down for you to take in. And when I met God I nearly went bananas too. I was laughing hysterically and uncontrollably. There was something good that is almost overwhelming for a mere human, to be in the presence of God. When we have sins and pains in ourselves then God and the Holy Spirit cannot flow freely. That is when strong powerful emotions arise. But once we are pure, God can flow through us freely, and it is experienced with less emotional obstacles and tantrums.
We made a prayer together to close the door through which the Fallen Angels talk to me, so that I would not hear them anymore. But as you can see they are still here. I will continue to work with Lord Sananda Jesus.
Well, I now feel like having my own private baptism together with just Jesus and I. Finding a beautiful lake somewhere, dressed in a white gown, submerging entirely underneath water, and then saying, "Jesus is reborn. And I with you.", as Jesus wants me to say. He wanted me to baptize before Easter, but I don't know if I am ready yet. This morning God told me that baptism can happen also through the air, that water is not needed. But that most people cannot comprehend an air baptism.
I never expected that I would be battling out my sins and pains with Jesus. I have to tell you it is not an all easy road. I have to face all of my sins, fears, angers, pains, and sadness with him. Together we are finding many things in me that I am ashamed of, that I wouldn't want anyone to see, let alone myself and let alone the Christ Jesus who is a form of God. Even the things that we feel embarrassed about, about ourselves, Jesus finds and absolves with us, and it isn't easy to be faced with who we are. Every normal adult has sins and pains, guaranteed. They are all the things that make us not be what children are.
My impression is that being with the Pentecostals asks you to be a certain way. Therefore that makes it a sect, one that imposes on the followers, or attendees, certain aspects of how to be, what to think, and what to speak. The danger in this, as with any sect, lies in if a person feels that they lose their own genuine self and have to skip somewhere else to be something else that they are not at this time. For instance. I am not ready just yet to be as happy as I will be once I fully and completely take in Christ into my Heart. I still carry some of my sadness. It is very much like bungee jumping. I haven't taken that leap just yet, but I am standing very close to the edge with my toes still on the ledge. But you either jump or you wait.
I have a very strong genuine faith. Does it fit perfectly with Pentecostals? The full body adult baptism is what drew me in. What about the rest? Is it part of my worship and life with Jesus to sing songs? To speak like they do? To worship like they do? There are so many different Christian churches that all do this differently. I have always loved the serene and seclusive atmosphere of the Lutheran Church, where you can kind of snug up on the benches in semi dark and have a private quiet moment in your own prayers. The Pentecostals seem more open, they really want to take in the Christ completely into their hearts and souls, and that is a big transformation. Am I ready for that? Should I have my transformation together with them? Or on my own alone with Jesus?
And then there is Islam. As I walked back home I realized very quickly that I cannot abandon Islam. I want to wear a veil to cover my hair, which is fine perhaps even Christian churches would accept that. But I have felt Allah, I have seen the power of the written Word of Quran. Allah has explained Islam to me, and by that he has also explained Man and Woman to me. It was Allah who came to me when I was all alone, he who found me and loved me and rescued me as any loving Father would do. It was Allah, of Islam. Not Jesus of Christianity that time. I didn't tell the Pentecostals that I want to be part Muslim. I don't think they could have handled that.
Some of what I love about Islam is that it takes religion and worship to a higher level than Christianity does. Muslims pray five times a day (I think?), Christians pray when it suits them. Muslim women conceal their hair, their arms, and ankles, to dress like proper women who present themselves as daughters and souls of Allah (Holy Spirit) and not as, well, sexually attractive animal bodies. Islam prohibits alcohol and pig meat. Islam prohibits sexual sins such as sex outside of marriage. Christians are more easy on the sins. Christians eat a huge chunk of ham for Christmas, their biggest celebratory day for God. Christianity far too often seems like "hobby religion", whereas Islam is a lifestyle, each and every single day.
Then you have to ask yourself, to what level does your religion take you? Taking in God and Jesus or Allah and Muhammed and the Angels is not an easy thing to do, if we also want to live in a material world that is made up out of money, shopping, movie theatres, new cell phones, television, vanity, and so forth. Perhaps the average person would feel a loss of many things if they choose religion. A lot of people enjoy their alcohol and casual sex and shopping and their worship of money and things, even if they lose spiritual things that they have no idea about, since they have not felt them since they were children, and then it is lost, and they are lost, and they do not know it.
For me religion and presence with God is deeper. Regular life is no longer an option. I was a regular person, even an atheist like the rest of the scientific community often tries to be because we are so proud of ourselves as scientists when we can try to explain the universe with our simple tricks of Newtonian equations, Darwinism, and other scientific theories and mathematical calculations and charts. But what seems like regular Christianity is not enough for me. The occasional visit to Christian church.
Islam is deeper. My impression of a Muslim man is that he is a man of God, a Muslim man in my eyes is a Holy Man. I want to bow to him. I want to learn Muslim religious greetings to say to Muslims that pass by. And a Muslim woman is the equivalent of a Catholic Nun, in my impression of things. The average devotees of Islam are more like Holy Men and Nuns, than regular "churchgoers". Islam appeals to me more than Christianity does. But then there is Jesus.
Can anybody who once feels Allah and Islam, then put it away and try to forget about it? Am I supposed to return back to being a normal Swedish person (native Swedish people are not Muslims)? How can I forget what Allah has given me? It is just so unusual for a Swedish person to find Islam, especially when not found through a Mosque, but through Allah Himself, just like that, out of nowhere.
Can I be a Christian and attend church and worship Jesus in my Heart while wearing the Muslim veil to cover my hair and following Islamic practices? And can I call myself any kind of Muslim if I do not take the vow that Muhammed was the only prophet, since I recognize other prophets besides him? (Such as Jesus, also the Angels are prophets too I suppose.)
Oh wonder of wonders, I picked up the Quran today because the Angels told me I was ready to hold it in my hands! I read at the back of the Quran and it said that Muhammed received his teachings from Angel Gabriel. Now that makes it interesting.
Yes, we were here then. ~ speaks Angel Gabriel, 8:50 PM
Gabriel has two pairs of eyes. I can see him now as he looks at me. His eyes are very wide and narrow, they do not have the black pupil or the colored irises or the eye whites, instead it is all a pool of shimmering energy as a mass. Narkael has similar eyes as that. Gabriel has two of those golden eyes at the front of the head, and
It is so that I can see everywhere. As, there are things happening all around. ~ Gabriel, 8:52 PM
And Gabriel has another two eyes at the back of his head. He is a bright golden Angel. But to most people he will show himself in the form of a human youngster boy
I also have two more pairs of eyes. So that I have four. They are on all sides of me. We can also see down and up. We can see when you eat here, and, your hungers were not many. But there are others, who starve. So! We must go see to them! As, they are crying for us now at their time of thirst. So, please think about them. Especially if you want to be a nun with us. With the nuns, we are pleased. As, we sing to them also, haaalooo! The golden halo, we sing. We sing about it. The haaaloooo! ~ Gabriel, 8:55 PM
Gabriel here sings "halo", as in the gold around the head. He shows himself usually as a young human man with a short wide fringe and the hair down to cover half of the ears, a Medieval hairstyle, brown hair. And Medieval clothes with a shirt and colored tights, either red or blue I am not sure, and the Medieval shoes. Now Gabriel plays with his fingers on a lyre and I hear the melodies.
Thank you Gabriel, for your lyre. ~ me
I cannot give away Islam. Especially, it was Angel Gabriel who gave us Islam, did he not? (I should not speak about the history of the Quran, since I have only read half the back of the book which is just a synopsis and not even part of the Quran.) But wait a minute, if Angel Gabriel gave Muhammed the Word of God and that formed Islam and made Muhammed into their prophet, ... does hearing Gabriel also make me a prophet? It does not, since I am not a human who writes these words, even though I do often write them through a human. Let's not forget about Narkael, the one who lives through me, and who is also like what an Angel is or similar. Narkael's people live just outside of the gates to Heaven.
Yes, Narkael! ~ Gabriel sings my name, and then he plays on his lyre a melody, 9:01 PM
I will not abandon Islam. But I cannot convert to Islam because I cannot see Muhammed as the only prophet. For instance, if Muhammed heard Gabriel, and I hear Gabriel, then it is not the only source. Gabriel is an eternal source. (Now I see Gabriel, he burns in bright gold, with his head of four pairs of eyes. He is beautiful, magnificent. I am so blessed to have him here with me.)
Beautiful Angel Gabriel. None of my words do you justice, to your beauty and grace. So I will say to you nothing. I am just grateful that you are here, beautiful one. I have only Love and Light to give to you. ~ me
The Angels have prepared for me a future husband. I already know where he lives, what his work is. Maybe one day he stumbles upon these pages I write here. He will know it in himself when he finds me that I am his wife. But if it weren't for that, I would find myself a Muslim husband and move to a Muslim country. In my opinion, being a devout Muslim woman is similar to being a nun in Christianity. It is pure devotion. Perhaps it is not for everyone, as it is quite a task for a wordly woman, but it sure is devotion, and there are many rewards.
Many object and mention the flaws of Islam such as injustices in their legal system. Then I have only one word to say to you: Inquisition. Another word: Conquistadores. One more: Crusaders.
Do the Jewish do full body baptism of adults? I would love to have a baptism with the Jews, for they are God's people and Angelic. I can never be a Jew but I can cherish them. I will also take up the tradition of Yom Kippur every year when the Jewish do it, if it's done by the women.
Well, such is the story of my faith untangling and evolving.
Many would kill you for saying that, you know. ~ the Spirit of Imam Abdullah says, again he is standing in the background of a huge Islam temple
The 17th (interrupted)
Thank you for saying Bach. As it will help very many sleep. It was made for that, you know. And now, you are not hungry either, for Easter. As the Father God has said that you have eaten. So! Eat! And be merry! ~ 17th Order Angel
The 17th Order Angel had placed its hand against my chest and again I felt it as a pressure, I really feel its feathered hand against me.
The Muslims won't be rich with me, if they do that to you. ~ God speaks, 9:15 PM
Did anybody ever before try to combine Christianity and Islam? Muhammed and Jesus? And why is it forbidden? If someone abides by all of the Quran without taking anything out, yet incorporates the messages of love and healing that Jesus brings? Just like we can take in the love and affection from our neighbors? Is the Quran meant to be our only source of good in this world? Our only book that inspires or moves us? What is it in the Bible that the Muslims deny? Is it that Jesus
Now you have to stop writing, or we won't give you your husband. ~ said God and pulled my fingers away from the keyboard, while showing me my future husban's hands with the gold wedding ring
Is it that Jesus said he is the son of God? Yet, all human men, especially Muslims, are sons of God? Women are daughters of God? Allah told me I am his daughter, so why can Jesus not be the son of God? Angel Gabriel also appears in the Bible.
Of course, I would wish that Christianity abolishes the eating of pork. God has specifically told
Your husband? That we might bring? So. Please do not write about this anymore. As, the Muslims do not want to see "pigs" written there. If they come here to read these pages. ~ God says, again pulling my fingers away, and showing me my future husband's hands with the gold wedding ring on his finger (me and my husband have not yet met, that we know of)
Ok, so Christianity does not specifically, typically, forbid alcohol, sins, listening to satanic music (such as the Beatles, I found out)
Leave the Pentacostals alone with that. ~ God sternly says, 9:23 PM
... And Christians do not forbid the consumption of pig. Pig is impure since it eats its own feces and then remnants of that end up in the human cells, and the simple reason is that Allah the Holy Spirit does not particularly care for living inside pork feces, he doesn't think it's very flattering. The Holy Ones (or Holy One) also doesn't seem to enjoy that humans would defile themselves instead of being beautiful creations and light. Eating pork, which is the equivalent of eating pork feces, is just one of the many sins we humans encounter on our path and journey along life that would make us impure.
So, I suppose that if you want to combine Christianity with Islam, some of the things approved of in Christianity will have to go. It would be ridiculous to be a Muslim and then not at the very least wash your hands before handling the Quran, and so forth. Combining the two requires more added rules or guidelines than there would be if you are only a Christian.
How about the converse? Is there anything in Islam that Christianity would disapprove of? Its lack of Jesus perhaps?
Your husband won't like to read this here. Especially that part about the pig. As, pigs were made to be impure from the start. They were made that way. ~ God speaks, 9:28 PM
The Angels like to sing! And hang in the air! ~ says the 17th Order Angel of the Bachlyre
God told me that Allah is "a form of the Holy Spirit". Meanwhile God, as I understand it
Do not talk about us to the Jews. As, they need to learn to understand us on their own, through their holy scripture. As, it was written for them there, before! ~ God
I was only going to say that when I write "God" in my material it means the God of Jews whose name starts with "Y"
They might try to shoot you, if we speak to you. And, that is why we now will be gone. As, no harm will come to you. ~ God and Sananda say, seems that there are risks that Islamists might want to kill me if I say too much of something
When I say "God" I mean this God that I am getting to know, the one who created the Angels and the original Jews who were golden and Angelic. The original Jews were given the star of David. This God is the God of Jews. What God do we others then have? The problem seems to be, that some of us humans on Earth were fathered in part by the Fallen Angels. We still have some of the same ancestry as the Jews I would presume, so our God is the same as the God of Jews.
And Jesoah! ~ Sananda, 9:34 PM
God is pointing out dangers about writing what I am shown and spoken. Will Islamists want to kill me? Have I insulted Islam? I have said about Islam that it was Allah who came to me first and foremost and who saved me, who showed me what men and women are which aligns well with Islam. Who loved me and told me I was his daughter. It was Allah who opened my eyes and then I could see the impurity of the Western world. I have been taught by Allah not to touch or read the Quran when I am impure. Allah has shown me the power of the Word of Quran against the Devil and how he burns the Devil away.
Do not talk about Allah like that? It doesn't seem to be right. We are here to assist you with that. Because, they might try to burn you too. So, do not talk about Allah as someone with vengeance. We were here to taught you that. ~ the 17th Order Angel, its presence comes with a colder temperature, a cool fresh feeling against me, they = islamists
Allah taught me not to eat pork and he answered my question when I asked him why it was impure to eat. He opened my eyes how to love every human as brothers and sisters, he showed me such love, and he healed me of all of my physical ailments. Wouldn't Muslims cheer at this? At the miracle that Allah can find someone who was never taught about Islam?
If I move toward Islam should the Muslim brothers and sisters not rejoice? What anger could I have caused them? The fact that Jesus also came to me? Why would that be a sin? The very existence of such a loving spiritual entity who calls himself Jesoah and Lord Sananda the same? A Jesoah who has loved me and healed me and who wants to bring me into baptism so that I can take him into my Heart? Why would they be angered at this, any more than if a mere human brother or sister came to me and held me and taught me love and how to absolve myself from sin? Could they not think of the Jesoah as a brother and not as sacrilege if they see it that way?
How about the spirit of Imam Abdullah who visits me? Would it anger them to find that the spirit of a Holy Man who calls himself Imam Abdullah comes to give me gifts of love and light? And how would that be my fault, if this could be accused of being false? Why punish me, if a Holy Man visits me in this form and he had chosen Islam? Or perhaps that
He won't come to you if you write this. ~ one of them shows me my future husband and the train in my country, 9:43 PM
Is my future husband reading here? Are you? Are you about to stop reading because I write about Islam? My future husband is Catholic.
Or perhaps that Lord Sananda says he was both Jesoah (Jesus) and Imam Abdullah. That could anger Christians and Muslims alike. Would God only send his Holyness into Holy Men of one religious interpretation? Would Holy Men only be found in Islam? Or only be found in the Jesoah? What if - and let us ask ourselves -
They would cut your fingers off, if you write that. ~ one of them warns me, about Islamists
Forgive me but I am from Sweden where women are brought up to be exceedingly outspoken to the point of often vulgar. If you visit Sweden you see that women say precisely what is on their mind, and no topic is too sacred. Often Swedish women even talk about their menstruation together with their friends while in public and on the bus, a favorite topic. We are not taught to restrict our words.
We must ask ourselves, though, could it be that God is with Muslims, Jews, and Christians alike? Yet we must also remind ourselves. Jesoah Sananda explained to me that when the Romans were conquering the Viking pagans, God did not step in to save them, since the Vikings were pagan and were already drinking blood out of the skulls of their victims. Meanwhile the Jews were flawless and God listened to their prayers, and sent Jesoah... It is all getting very complicated, this. How Judaism, Christianity, and Islam are all tied together, when these three do their very best to stay apart.
Beloved Muslims, forgive me have I committed an unwilling crime against Islam. Then educate me, do not punish me.
We are all children in front of God. And, please remind them that. Muslim Brothers! You are all also children! And therefore, do not hurt this child. As none of you are any less children in my eyes. As, this, child, too, has been baptised. Or will be, with us. To eat our Bread! To receive salvation! ~ God, 9:52 PM
At least I am taking steps toward the Islamic faith. And if I do errors on the way, if I say the wrong things unwillingly, at least I am getting closer to where we need to be. They should welcome me, and forgive me my errors. We are all born with ignorance.
Religion becomes difficult when trying to find it in this world. When you think you see it directly from God and you try to find its match here on Earth. It was not Christianity I found, nor was it purely Islam...... God now looks at me. He lets me look into his eyes.
I am good, to you, today. ~ God, 9:55 PM
I was going to tell God that I have been trying to find a religion on Earth that matches with what I have been shown, with what God is. And so God has been trying to find the same.
Maybe I should start my own religion, and see if I could get followers? Or form my own church just for myself.
Your husband will come to you, when you say that. As, he sees you sitting there, and writing that. He thinks that you have been shown, and soon, tomorrow, he will come to you. As we will see to it to be done. As it has! ~ God
Forgive me but I will not remove text. It is an important lesson to learn
Many will eat it, for Easter. ~ God tells me, many who come to read here will be eating pork for Easter, and then they see it written here, that...
God is all white and with two beautiful eyes etched into the white out of gold. So beautiful. I won't ever forget those eyes. Beautiful God.
It is Easter now, so go celebrate. ~ God says
The Jewish, always wanted to give their sons to us. So, we took them, and took great care of them. So, when the Nazis came, the Holocaust, we could do nothing. And, so, they still blame us for that. As, their women were taken, and stolen from them. And so, many were mad and angry at us for a long time. And, still, they have not forgiven us. We tried to do our best with that, but, we were chased away. We sent many. And they were all died. So, we tried, and we failed at that. ~ God sadly declares, 10:02 PM
You see, Dear Readers, the Angels and God have designed a future for me where I can be with the Angels.
He won't kiss you at first. And then, he won't like to see you naked for a long time. As, all of that will come later. ~ Motreyah about my future husband
Sorry for posting that. I also have a long conversation with the Angels about my future husband that I haven't posted. It is the Angels who designed this for me.
So about religion, dear Muslims forgive me if I have trespassed, but your Allah has welcomed me and I want to be with him. I want to follow Islam in many ways, and you should cherish that and rejoice.
If I had to design a religion. It would have God Yahweh Mahemhan the Creator God who created both us and the Angels and this world and is in every grain of sand. His Holy Spirit same as Allah.
So you see, Allah is not the creator, I am. ~ God says, 10:11 PM
There would be all the lovely Holy Men (and Women?) who have been sent here by God. The Jesoah, Kuthumi, Imam Abdullah. It would study our history, did God first create the original golden Jews? We would know our Angels.
And our music! Let them know about them! ~ the 17th Order Bachlyre Angel gets excited and says
There would be several levels to worship. Not all humans can perhaps worship to the same extent. Some people want to live in a material world, and part of that includes eating meat, it anchors you down to the material place. Others in religion would want to reach higher up and be more like nuns and priests. Vegetarianism would be encouraged as a way to be closer to God, but those who want meat are welcome to (sort of, poor animals). Fruit would be central to worship, as God created the fruits for us to eat, and their are laden with many good things for us to eat that are gifts from God.
Alcohol and narcotics would be banned. We would not take part in satanic music or television. But then, each and every human is so special, so unique. Religion is a personal experience. Wow, to think that my future husband will be reading this? I encourage him to come visit me soon. The Angels have prepared me, I am waiting for him eagerly.
I also want to say, I have begun learning how to play the violin. If I learn some skills I will be playing without a fee to all people who enjoy to listen. I would play the Bach music which were composed by the Angels. We happened to have a violin at home, I never touched it until yesterday. I always knew I would get a large harp. Perhaps a lyre would also be appropriate.
Love to all. You are all beautiful in this place, some of you have not seen it yet, but it will come, in your great awakening, as you learn to reach toward consciousness. And in that, you will find me, and all things that are good, that are in Heavenly realm, here upon earth, as above, as below. As within, so without (meaning on the outside), so create! Create and be beautiful and Rejoice with me! ~ Narkael
Minutes later I am reading this page. It occurs to me, did I really see God? I am taken aback by it, remembering the light that he is and his beautiful eyes. Then the 17th Order Angel says to me:
The mirrha has been given to you. ~ Angel says to me, 10:35 PM
Mirrha has been mentioned by Angels once before. It means "something very pleasant". This is where the word "myrrh" comes from.
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