Encounters with Religious Figures
February 14, 2014 ~ Happy Valentine's Day! But let's make every day about being loving onto others.
Last night I was reading in the book "Angelology" by Danielle Trussoni, the book which had mysteriously appeared in clear sight for me to find in our home and we have no idea how it got here, coincidentally at the same time when Angels had asked me to read books about Angelology. This book is a fictional story about the sons and daughters between Angels and humans, called the Nephilim. I am about halfway through the book. I feel very strongly something when I read about Angelologists, descriptions of Angels, the old documents and things related to the historic presence of Angels on Earth, in that book. The Angels are building a new life for me and they insist that I finish reading the book before we take the next step. You can read about how that book came into my life here on The Angel Book Miracle.
But the last thing I did before going to bed last night was to stare and contemplate for a long time on this picture of an Angel statue. I was captivated by it. I wondered if there are people on Earth who want to know the Angels, who have wondered on who they are and of how to get close to them. Here she is, depicted in a physical form with a body like that of a human, as if she shares our fate of living on Earth and having a body that is made out of the earth. Curly hair and feathered Angel wings, standing high on a pillar as if out of reach. I fell deep into a contemplation on the figure, and I contemplated on who the Angelologists must be, who devote so much of their thought to knowing these Angels.
When I went to bed a new Celestial Deity appeared for me. This one was so unexpected that I had to almost want to rub my eyes and I told myself that I must be imagining it. Meanwhile I had met with Allah, Jesus Christ, Light Angels such as Chamuel, Razakiel, Michail, Gabriel, Uriel, and many more, the Fallen Angels, Satan, but also with unlikely figures who appear to talk to me through the same channels, extraterrestrials the Arcturian, the old-Earth dinosaurs kept in caves and the Snake man whom Jesus sent away from me, and even Paternam the blue ethereal King of Hinduism, not to mention God the octopus (I know how that sounds). But this celestial being was unlike my expectations.
I had already met with the Light Angels, the ones who are Good Angels. They sometimes portray themselves in human form, Angel Gabriel as a lively young man with Medieval haircut and Medieval style of clothing complete with tights, and Arch Angel Michail who sometimes portrays himself
There is so much good in you. ~ speaks the pink Angel about me, February 14, 2014, 6:24 PM
Arch Angel Michail does not want to be known that way. ~ the pink Angel woman speaks after a short moment of pause
I am sorry. I apologise. ~ me
Because he doesn't want to scare the little ones, with his demeanor. ~ pink Angel woman speaks
I understand. ~ me
Yes, do not tell them I come in armor. ~ speaks Arch Angel Michail
Or they might be scared away from being helped by me. We know you mean well though. ~ Michail
Angel Michail sometimes portrays himself in a full shining armor as a human with curly black locks of hair. But the Angels quickly realized that it was safe for them to reveal their true forms to me. Angel Gabriel is a shining being and he has two wide eyes on the front of his head and another two eyes at the back of his head. Angel Michail has two
Please! Do not tell them! ~ seems to be my yellow-eyed Angel Ehreiah, my Elder of All, 6:27 PM
The yellow Angel did not want me to reveal the true form of Angels, so I will stop describing their true appearance here.
And then we had the Fallen Angels, who are black shadow figures with white eyes. And in a dream years ago I met with a tall Angel who said his name is Seraphim and he was accompanied by a very small Angel who sang his name as "Cherubee! Cherubee!". This was before I knew there were Angels such as the Seraphim and the Cherubee. My first encounter with them came not from a book, but from them themselves. In the dream they were protecting me and took me up an elevator to a higher plane when I dreamt that I was being chased by wolves over a lake covered by frozen ice.
So I thought I already knew the Angels. The Light Angels and the Fallen Angels, and the Seraphim and the Cherubee. And now last night yet a new type of Angelic appeared, something I could not classify. I had no way of knowing what this was, but fortunately he or she would speak and let me know exactly what it was and why it had come here.
This Angel shone of the brightest most imposing gold. The gold that shone throughout the Angel and around the Angel was as if made out of electrical sparks, and whenever this Angel even thought of coming closer to me, his gold started to burn me far worse than any fire could. The burn from his gold was worse than the fires of hell that is used by God and the deities of Christianity when they burn the Fallen Ones away. (Allah and the Quran also uses that same fire of hell to burn the dark ones away.)
I had to ask the golden Angel to please not come close because the pain would have burned and destroyed me. The Angel spoke. He or she, it, said that it was the Nephilim. It was angry and offended that I had stared at that picture of the statue because it wanted to have anything that humans will award to the Angels, any form of praise or admiration, statuettes or adornments awarded by humans to the Angels, this golden Angel wanted to have for itself and it felt offended that I had marveled and taken in from the beauty of that statue which it felt belonged to itself.
This Angel seemed to be very emotional. I sensed pride and jealousy. It felt almost like a woman who is jealous of when another woman is given admiration from a man, that kind of petty jealousy. The Angel said that it wanted to be stronger than God. It spoke in great length about its story. This Angel spoke about how it loves destruction. It was very easy for this Angel to decide to want to destroy me and its mere presence would have burned me in a fire that is stronger than the fire of hell that the good Angels use against evil. I had to talk to this Angel very carefully and graciously to persuade it to back off from hurting me, but the thoughts of causing destruction kept returning to this Angel each time.
The Angel said that it is a fallen Cherubee Angel. It had wanted to be more powerful than God, yet this former Cherubee is not a Fallen Angel. In my book "The Fallen Angels" you will read about how the good Angels had weakened the Angels who had wanted to be stronger than God, and that is when they were made to Fall and God's light was taken from them to weaken them. But here is another Angel that wants to have power and destruction, but he is not Fallen, he has not been turned black like the Fallen Angels. This one is very powerful. So powerful, in fact...
Good Angels were arriving to me and they told me that they were too weak against this golden former Cherubee. Angel Gabriel, even Angel Michail, were not strong enough to conquer this golden Angel who had a passion for destruction and in addition a jealousy because I had admired an Angel statuette that it felt belonged to itself. The good Angels whispered to me that they were unable to stop him.
I spoke carefully to the golden former Cherubee. I have an Angel who lives very closely to me, her name is Narkael. Narkael knew what to say and how to talk to an Angel with vengeance. In fact if you wonder how or why I can talk with the Angels and even with the Fallen Ones and Satan, it is Angel Narkael who does that in me. I use a lot of compassion and understanding, love and light and consciousness. You have to love these beings, and listen to them, and understand what their needs are and cherish them as beings. Even this vengeful golden former Cherubee who had powers that were stronger than the fires of hell, might choose not to hurt a sister who is a part of her, as we are all connected.
I managed to persuade the Angel not to hurt me. I told her that I would hope to one day erect an Angel statuette in honor of her, and that its wings and body would be painted in gold. On the foot of that statue I would write "Nephilim", I promised her. And I would lay flowers by its feet, and remember its strength and glory and gold. I told her that I would always remember that all of the statuettes, paintings, artwork and admiration that is awarded by humans to Angels, I would remember this golden former Cherubee and cherish it. It was also necessary that I submit to its power and that I acknowledge the immense strength that this Angel had. I told it that I knew that it could have killed me had it chosen to.
When I woke up in the morning, the former Cherubee was still with me, and had presumably been with me all night. It told me that it was the "17th Angel here, because there had been 17 Arch Angels guarding me". Well sure, the math does not add up, but turns out there had been 17 Arch Angels watching me. When I woke up, Arch Angel Michail's signature white light was all over me and also was the blue of his blue eyes. I thanked Angel Michail and I told him that I sensed and saw his presence and I thanked him for having guarded me at night. Angel Michail told me that they had been many of them here guarding me. Even Arch Angel Michail was not enough. I asked them are there 17 Arch Angels all in all? And I was told that no, there are many more there are hundreds.
The Arch Angels ended up having to tell the former Cherubee Angel that it was given the choice: either spare me, or accept God's full vengeance. It had chosen to let me go, in exchange for maintaining peace with its fellow Angels and with God. Destroying me was not significant enough considering the losses that the Arch Angels had debated for it.
Also, I sincerely hope that this beautiful yet immensely dangerous golden Cherubee will accept that I honor and love him sincerely. It is a beautiful, even if dangerous, Angel, and all of the glory that he seeks from reaching the status of God, I can give to him while I am alive, by placing flowers by a golden statuette of this Angel, and remembering his golden shining beauty, God's grace in him, and even his immense strength.
Again I contend, that all the Angels want is to be loved. The Fallen Angels fell because they wanted God to love them, but when God created the Jews and God loved the Jews more than he loved these Angels, these Angels revolted and begun harming the Jews, and then they were made to fall as punishment and to weaken them from harming the Jews any further. I conclude in the book "The Fallen Angels", that I finally understood what the Fallen Angels were: they just wanted to be loved by God. Even though Satan and the others deny my conclusion, I still think I might be right? For isn't everything we ever do all about finding God's love?
And now, this former Cherubee, a brightly golden Angel who has accrued a destructive power stronger than the fires of hell, he just wants to be admired, to be honored, to be greater than God, to be noticed, and probably, all he wants is to be loved. Why does an Angel want to be destructive and powerful? Is the admiration they hope to seek just their way of approaching love? Do they just want to be seen, and noticed?
I would rate this Angel as more dangerous than Satan. Angel Michail is able to send Satan away. Jesus can also send him away. And Satan does not seem to hurt me against my wishes, however let's not challenge him to. Satan's mere presence does not burn. What can burn is when the Angels or Jesus use the fire of hell to burn him away, and then it can only burn a human if that human has become rooted in with Satan and immersed, then they both burn as you burn with Satan. But this golden Cherubee has a destructive power far more powerful than the fires of hell. And, it seems that the Angels can not stop him. He has to decide to stop himself.
Is this golden Cherubee a new form of Fallen Angel? Were the Fallen Angels originally strong and potent just like he is? Bright and golden, yet destructive and menacing? Did the good Angels place the threat onto this former Cherubee that he too would be made to Fall if he would continue to use his powers to hurt others? Would this golden beauty be made into a dark Fallen Angel if he continues to do harm?
DO NOT CONJURE THIS GOLDEN CHERUBEE! He is more dangerous than the Fallen Angels, more dangerous than Satan. Fallen Angels and Satan can be reasoned with. They are clever gentlemen and they are humble and even courteous, and the mere presence of them does not burn. But this golden Cherubee seems to be an evil Angel who has yet not been made to Fall. He is at his full power, and he wants to be more powerful than God, and he loves to destroy. The former Cherubee told me that it is he on that statue in the picture, holding a weapon the spear.
~ All my best love to you oh dear beautiful golden Cherub! I salute you and we the Angels shall sing to you in every day in the morning glory! You were crafted by God's waters, the Spirit in the golden of your wings, you are one of God's beautiful children, and each who shall know you will salute you. Not through power, but out of love, we salute you, and we lay golden flowers in your hair, and sing to your grace. All the love in you, when you find it in yourself. Seek not in destruction, for that shall take it away. Seek not the darkness, or you shall be forgotten, but still and always loved. You are the star that shines, and we salute you, our beautiful one, our beloved child. Let your beauty grow, forever in God's glory, until you learn to meet the eyes of God, and you and I shall be as one. And you will be God, in him.
You are eager on your journey, you long for who you will become. But please, do not clip down your wings in eagerness, and do not hurt God's other creatures, for you and I shall be as one. In the Heavens, and in the Ether. Do not Fall, little one, and we shall salute you and sing grace for you always, little one with golden flowers in your hair. ~ Narkael to the Cherub
Last night around the time when the golden former Cherub appeared I was again shown God in the form of an orange-pink octopus, he has several short wavy tentacles hanging down from his chin. I wasn't sure what to say to him, but I told him that I loved him and that he is my God. He is the God that Arch Angel Michail speaks of as God, and who are we to judge if that is God's appearance. Let's love him and thank him for expanding life in the universe!