Encounters with Religious Figures
Written March 18, 2016.
In February this year, I met a wonderful man who happens to be an Israeli Jew. We can call him David in our notes, from the Star Of David. I am a Finnish woman who was born 1982 and I was raised in Sweden loosely in the Lutheran Protestant Christian faith. I never met or knew any Jewish people in Sweden and we only learned extremely little about Judaism in public school, pretty much the only thing I knew is that they believe in the Old Testament of the Christian Bible but not in the New Testament or Jesus.
I have made two books which are interviews with the Fallen Angels. In both books, I let the Fallen Angels themselves choose the topics of conversations, and more often than not, the Fallen want to talk about the Jews. From the Angels I learned a tremendously captivating story about our Earth's Jews, and I believe because of it that the Jews are genetically closest to the creator God's original design. The Jews are the least corrupt from Earth's original design and they deserve our support, and they are also entitled to our appreciation. The Jewish people can build a civilization on Earth, which no other people of Earth could build. I also learn from listening to the Angels, that the constant persecution of Jews is rooted in the wishes of the Fallen Angels wanting to destroy the Jews. The Jews are a very beautiful and special people, and I have so much love for them.
I wonder if it was God who brought David to me, right at the time when I had spent months thinking about the messages I had received about the Jews. I had wondered where I can go to find out more information. Could I talk to a Rabbi, visit a synagogue, begin to read the Jewish scripture? David came along when I needed it, and we have only spent six days together and already I have learned a lot more about Judaism and the Jews. David is the kind of man who loves to talk, he spends most of his time talking, and he has an admirable ability to cite facts, years, names, perfectly. He is able to answer all of my questions about Judaism, and he is teaching me more than I knew I had to discover.
On our second meeting together, for day two together, David brought me a gift of the Tora, and two other books titled Writings and Prophets. David knows instantly where in these books to find a particular text that relates to a question I have. He knows these books by heart.
(The above speech was actually written at the beginning of this page, I later moved it further down here.)
Eliyyahu is not supposed to be spoken about. And that is me, with the best wishes of Earth. ~ Eliyya or other Jewish deity
David shared with me a secret that he was at first very reluctant to tell me. There is a Jewish religious figure who visits him, but I will not tell you more details about that since this is very personal and private to him. David showed me the part in the Jewish Bible where this figure appears, at the very end of the book Prophets, in the last section Malachi, about prophet Eliyya.
You are not supposed to tell it to anyone! ~ the Jewish deity says with loud voice
I feel so strongly about sharing my religious experiences with this world, and it is difficult to be asked to keep secrets.
David also showed me another section in the Jewish Bible that speaks of Prophet Eliyya. From what I remember in the books, Prophet Eliyya told his son that he was now leaving, and Eliyya was taken to God but without dying, so he is alive. David told me that Eliyya is the patron divinity, or Christians might call it Saint, of circumcision of boys and for families and that he visits the Jewish people. David very reluctantly shared with me that Eliyya visits him, and I will keep other aspects of what he shared with me a secret as well.
I read out loud a section that speaks of Eliyya, and instantly when I said his name, a presence came into our room. The presence did not only take place in an area that would have been the size to be around a man figure, but his presence spanned across the entire aisle from in front of the bed and along the floor past the clothes cabinet and toward the door, his presence was larger than the size that would have surrounded just a man's presence, but was also not filling up the entire room either, for instance me and David were on the bed reading and the presence of Eliyya did not span also to cover the bed.
Of course I was not expecting to encounter Eliyya. I did not encounter Moses when I read about Moses in the book, nor any of the other figures who I had read about in Jewish scripture, but Eliyya did visit me. The presence of Eliyya was golden. It must be known that the span of his presence that was in the room and was larger than the size of a man, was golden throughout, and also warm in a way and very loving. When you read about the men in the Jewish Bible who have encountered deities or who have heard the voice of God speaking to them, they are always or very often afraid. David is also concerned when Eliyya visits him. But for me, I was not afraid to feel and see Eliyya visiting our room. I told Eliyya in my thoughts, that he was welcome to visit us, I welcomed him and I was not afraid, nor was I overwhelmed nor bothered. He was welcome.
I instantly jumped up on the bed and I turned to David and described what I was seeing and feeling and I told him that Eliyya is here.
His name should always be whispered, therefore. And the Jews will not be persecuted anymore. If they [Jews] are with the peaceful ones. They [Jews] are with the Lord. The All and Good Giving [about the Lord God]. The Eliyyahu, was given to you for you to see. It was been given. It was given, by Out of Faith. It was not given by Faith alone. So tell that to your, non-followers. So that they may be wise about it. That this was not given by Faith. Eliyyahu is not given by faith alone. But to those who need him. With, or without, Faith, by peace giving. And so we have said, Eliyya-shu. Eliyyashu has been given. It was a gift. And he [Eliyyashu] did not need to use the stairs to get to you. ~ a Jewish deity in white light says to me, this is again what I saw in the room, the man with the tall white hat
And then I asked David if he could also see and feel Eliyyashu in our room. (David referred to this prophet by the name Eliyyashu. I now looked in the book Prophets and it is there written as Eliyya. This deity, same one as who appeared in our room, now also refers to Eliyya by the name Eliyyashu.)
David could not see, feel, nor could he hear the thoughts in his mind from Eliyyashu who was in our room, even though to me it was all apparent. David does receive messages from Eliyyashu on other occasions, but it seems that this time the prophet had come to me instead.
WE ARE WITH THE ANGELS, huuu! ~ an Angel sings, the huuu is a chorus it makes
The Angel spoke all of this message in a singing intonation or melody, and at the very end the very last Huuu, this Huuu gradually turned up in frequency softly and into a sound that I could no longer hear but I was feeling and this beautiful sound gave me goosebumps and warm chills all over my arms, it was quite probably the most beautiful sound I have ever heard or felt. The previous times when the Angel had sung Huuu, it had made it into the word Huuu so that I would understand or hear it, but the last one he restored back up to what it was meant to be.
You have not got a baby! Huuu! And of that we sing! Huuu! ~ the Angel
Well, David wanted for us to have a baby, and this was a question of mine throughout our time together whether I would be pregnant or not, that is the reason why the Angel now said this. (I also took a contraceptive pill after those days so I know there is not a baby. The Angels were already telling me that I do not need the pill because there was no baby, but I took the pill anyway.)
I saw Eliyyashu, as David calls him. He was a man who was very beautiful. I told David what Eliyyashu looked like, but David did not want to listen, David said that what he looks like is not important. He was a tall and slenderly built man with long legs and long arms. His face is unusually vertically long and narrow. His body and face are long and narrow. He reminded me of what some Middle Eastern people look like today, on the face. He did not look like what we think Jewish people would look like today, he does not have a typical Jewish look, but he looks to definitely originate from the region around Israel.
His skin was completely white, perhaps because he was made out of white light. He wore a long white tunic with long loose sleeves. I did not see if he would have shoes because it would have been just light, he could not have worn dense dark shoes because he was light. His hair was black and he had a black full beard. His eyes are very large and round and very dark, one would look at his eyes and say that they were black eyes, one would not say that they were dark brown eyes.
On the head Eliyyashu wore a long vertical white hat which I could only relate to from some of the hats that Catholic clergy wear. I now hear the Angel singing a beautiful choir melody.
We are with the Eliyyashu one. ~ this Angel says to me
I take that back, I find no picture of any hat in Catholicism that resembles the hat that Eliyyashu wore. I also find no picture of any such hat which would be worn in Judaism. So I will describe the hat. The hat is tall and white. It does not have a brim. It has a rather pointy top.
Eliyyashu spoke to me and I heard him in my mind. It was a gentle, but clear voice. It was not a basooning or loud voice. It was not a commanding voice. He was tremendously gentle, cautious around me, loving and kind. I saw him walking across the floor in which his golden presence was. At one point he placed his hand on top of my left hand, and his arm on top of my left arm. I felt his arm and hand against mine, a gentle touch of contact. His touch was not hot or burning, yet his touch felt surprisingly real like a real hand and arm and it was not only an image but the real sensation of touch.
I remember two things that Eliyyashu said, but I do not remember it in his exact words anymore. He has also said a few more things than these two, but we did not have any long conversations. I also did not bother him with questions or with speech. I allowed him to be in our room, and I listened to his kind words.
Eliyyashu told me a few times in a row but not each time in the exact same sentences, that I need to eat fish if I am pregnant. I practice strange eating habits such as often I am vegan and then do not eat anything that is from animals, no meat or fish, eggs or dairy. I see him now too. And I learn that his hat is not a hat, it is the head of a fish. He looks at me with his dark round eyes, he shines of white, and his head is that of a fish. Is it because when I am shown the creator God, the creator God is an octopus squid? Who are we to judge. I will only see and receive the message and the visit.
I now see that his body changes shape, and that he has two stilt like arms that suddenly came forth and were set down in front of him on the ground, whereas a human would have two arms that hang loosely on the sides. His arms turned into white stilts without a bending knee and he moved his arms forward and he set them down, so that he was like an animal that had four stilt-like white legs like a horse. And I saw how his head is that of a fish, but it becomes now to look like the head of a white horse. I said fish about his head, because the white hat was a part of his head, the head was as I already said a long white narrow face and from the top of his white hat and to his chin makes a long head like a fish even though he then was a fish head with a white body, but then his two arms turned into stilt legs like a horse and he set them down and he had four legs and a horse head which still looks like a fish head but now with his four stilt legs it is rather a horse.
Does it matter what we look like? ~ the white Eliyyashu figure says to me
The two front legs of the Eliyyashu animal come awkwardly down right under his chin, there is some protrusion of the chin forward in front of where the legs come down. The legs start at the shoulders, they move up a bit, and then bend softly in an arch and go almost straight down from under the chin. And he has two other stilt legs at the back. The head is still the same as it was before, that head that is long forward to the chin and long backward to what I first thought was the hat. The entire body is white, but the eyes remain large and round and dark with just some white around the edges of the eyes. I believe I need to make a drawing for you to understand what I am looking at.
I am so open to seeing things as they are, or as they might be, that even this form can be possible. I do not judge them, I cannot ask them to show themselves to me in a human form. They are what they are.
This form has been granted. It was a gift. ~ the animal says
The other thing that Eliyyashu said, was when he saw me bringing a glass of water for myself which I set beside the bed on the bedside table. He may have seen me drinking many times I was very thirsty. He said to me, and these are not his exact words since I forget, that "in every Jewish Medena I would have been given water to drink by the Jews, but that many times the Jewish were never given anything to drink". He meant how other people in the Jewish persecution have not given the Jews water to drink. And how I would have been given water to drink in every Jewish Medena. It just shows the kindness of Jews, and the poison in others. I do not speak Hebrew. But when he said Medena, I knew when he said the word, because he transferred to me also a knowing of what the word meant, and I knew that Medena meant city. I told this sentence that he said to me, I said it to David. David then told me that Medena is a generic term for city. I had assumed that it meant the name of a city being Medena, but nevertheless the divinity had given me a Hebrew word which I had not heard before and I had accurately known what it means, well I did not catch that it was a generic term, but it did mean city.
How can we be sure that this was a genuine visit by the prophet Eliyya or Eliyyashu? David had already said that he is visited by this prophet. But I did not expect him to visit me. I don't want to tear apart my experience by trying to somehow find shreads of evidence that it was a genuine experience, and to say that I had not imagined it. This is what I experienced, and let us leave it at that. He looks at me now, that strange white fish head with brown round eyes.
Who are you? Why do you come to me and respond to the name Eliyyashu? ~ me
How do we know that this is not the Fallen Angels or someone making tricks? I wonder if the Fallen are able to produce the white light, gold, and a loving presence, that was part of the experience. I doubt that the Fallen could produce this experience.
I of course apologise to the Jews that I had this experience, not that I felt that I met the prophet or that he seemed to give kind messages to me, but I apologise that I have seen him turn into a white fish horse. Sometimes when I see God the creator God, he walks as a man with long white stilt legs, the same kind of legs as on this fish horse. It is a fascinating creature. But he is someone benevolent and kind. Whether he is or ever was the prophet Eliyyashu how can I say, but we do see that this figure came to our room and he responded to the name of Eliyya the Prophet in Judaism. He is lovely and kind and there is no harm in any of this.
I now feel a Fallen Angel, and this Fallen Angel is in the act of trying to capture a human heart so that he could contort it into heart pains, meanwhile this Fallen Angel is burning in a bright orange golden fire. I can feel the fire a little bit, but I seem to be safe from both the fire and from his urges of harming a human heart. The Fallen Angel keeps trying to touch onto my physical human heart, meanwhile he is burning. He keeps trying to put his fingers against the large blood vessels of my heart, he now shouts:
It is called the Vena Cava! ~ Fallen Angel
So now we have heard it said from the Fallen Angel that the white horse was not a trick by the Fallen Angels. But what do I know. I only report on what I see and experience.
I sincerely hope that the Jewish people can be open enough to let some woman like me write this experience. David has explained to me that the Jews do not want to receive any new prophets or material. I also have the impression that the Jews would not be too concerned if I write even a story such as this. They feel secure in their religion and what I write should not matter to them, what I write can neither harm or help them.
In my interactions with the Angels of God, I learn that the Angels are very bizarre creatures. If we tried to understand them as we try to understand the biological creatures on Earth, we would find ourselves very puzzled. Angels are delightfully bizarre creatures, strange and mystical in the most delightful way.
We make sense to our God the creator. ~ says an Angel with beautiful turquoise blue green eyes, I suppose emerald eyes
And here when the Angel Jaraekiel said not on "their" written record, he hinted to the Tora, Writings, and Prophets the Jewish scripture which sits here right next to me on the table.
I am not the Haaa! I am the Huuumans Best Wishes! I am the Best Wishes One! The Jaraekiel One, Haaaa! ~ Jaraekiel
This last sentence that Angel Jaraekiel said he gave me a beautiful image of himself which I was shown from afar. He was tall and had two white wings and he rose up in a place of white light.
The Angels are very bizarre strange animals, delightfully peculiar in how their bodies look and are made and how they speak and act and their entire history and their lives. I so much enjoy getting to know the bizarre world of Angels when we interact. But I want to add to that, that even the White Horse which responds to the name Eliyyashu is yet another of God's marvellous mystical creatures. The creator God creates magnificent animals, more deliciously bizarre than anything we have here on Earth. It is marvellous to discover the garden with the creator God's animals.
His name is Yeshu. ~ someone says, about the Eliyyashu one
I am glad that today I can write these experiences honestly and truthfully as I have experienced them. I am glad that this writing can do no harm to the Jewish people or to their religion and faith. I am glad that no humans should see a reason to persecute me or to burn me. How many people across the Earth are having religious experiences but are not sharing those? Or throughout time? The beautiful Angel Jaraekiel lets me see himself again and he has those incredibly beautiful eyes of green turquoise emerald.
God is delightful. I feel such happiness and joy whenever God interacts with me, or when the Angels let me know about God. There is such happiness and joy in God, and he has made so many creatures. And one of the creatures that he has made, were the original golden Jews. Today's Jews are their descendants, different today from what they once were. And we still have the Jehovas or Yahvas living on Earth, but in secret locations.
It is always the Jews. They really are special and have a special connection with this marvellous creator God. It is so much fun discovering these things.
Yes, we are having fun too. ~ Angel Jaraekiel says happily to me
And just think, that long before I discovered Hebrew and Judaism, I was given the names of Angels, and the name of the Angel who lives through me, Narkael. There is another version of the name Narkael as well, Naraekael, which is the higher order or promoted name. And do you know what is remarkable? The Jews have their books of holy scripture which is written in the same language as the Angels of God use. And the Jewish people can translate the names of Angels into meaning and words, because it is the same language, Hebrew. Do you not see how special the Jews are? The Jewish people are speaking the language of Angels. The Jews are our Angels on Earth, we must please cherish them. Their God is real, their God has created them and has created the Angels, and the Jews are so connected to their creator God that the Jews are even speaking in the language of the Angels. It is the most fascinating and exciting discovery and I will fill the entirety of my days thriving, and as the Angels would say, Rejoicing, in this marvellous discovery.
We are not Gods? We are goat keepers. And we wanted to keep them well. ~ Fallen Angel says to me, surprisingly civil and well-behaved when he talks
The Jewish are magnificent. I tell David these things, and he tells me that there was a time when Moses was given message from God that he was instructed to give to the people of Yisrael, or Israel. So the Jews do feel that they were chosen by God. David also told me that according to Judaism, the belief is that the Jews are maintaining or upholding this world on behalf of humanity. They are Angels. It is so wonderful, I could never emphasize enough. I don't think the Jews realize how amazing they are with their God and the Angels. But what is sad is that the world and humanity does not realize it. So much anti-semitism throughout history, against God's Angels on Earth. From listening to the Fallen Angels, it really does seem so, that the widespread anti-semitism comes from the Fallen Angels' vendetta against the Jews. Anyone who holds grudge against the Jews might indeed be embracing the whispers of Fallen Angels in their heart.
We should find peace to the Jews. Even the Muslims believe in the Angels of God
Sshh, do not talk about that! Or they will persecute you! Do not talk about their [Muslims'] persecution against anyone, or it will bring about more. We have said that to you, Haaa! The Halokiel one is also here! Haaa-huuu! ~ Angel, some of that in the middle was not word by word because I didn't write fast enough
Alright then. Entirely without saying any negative words, here it is expressed: the Muslims
Hooo!!! Do not talk about them or their Koran! It is not to be persecuted for the Jews! And of that we have spoken! The Kuraan! The Haloel was this, who sings it! ~ Angel Haloel
I just want to say that the Muslims believe in Angels. And the Christians believe in Angels.
This is the Haloel one! Haaa! ~ Angel Haloel
(Here I asked Angel Haloel if he was ok, because I felt how he was urgently putting all of his might to get this message across to me.)
I just want to say that the Jews are even speaking in the language of Angels, and that anyone who has a religion which has cherished the Angels should think a little. I have so much love for the Jews, and I cherish beginning to think of ways that I can support them.
You don't need to support them. They have god. ~ an Angel says to me, about Jews
The Metz'rukiel. ~ a Fallen Angel says to me, Metz'rukiel, I can't wait to ask David to translate that name for me from hebrew, I sensed that this would have been the original name of this Fallen Angel
Actually, if you've noticed how the Angels love to sing praise to their creator God. From listening to the Angels and to God and other divinities, I find a similar phenomenon, where I become like the Angels who sing praise to God, but I find myself almost singing praise to Jews. Because they (Angels) let me discover something holy.
Here is my drawing, made today March 18 2016, depicting the white horse. I could have drawn in his black hair and black beard also, but here I chose not to. When I read in the Jewish scripture about Prophet Eliyyashu or Eliyya, this divinity came to our room and spoke to me and touched me on my hand and arm. At first he walked on two legs, and he had two human arms. I saw that he had what looked to be a long white hat. He looked like a human man who definitely looked to originate from the Israel or nearby regions of human races.
But today a few days after the first encounter, he returned, and this time his body changed shape into a white horse. His arms changed into two long white stilt legs which do not bend at a knee, instead the front legs make a soft arch and bend underneath the chin. And I saw that what I had thought was a white hat was in fact the elongation or continuation of its head. The four feet are blunt at the ends but do not have enamel hooves, the horse also does not have a tail. The eyes are a bit like fish eyes: notice that he does not have the elongated wide emerald eyes as the Angels have.
Here is a drawing of Narkael, the Angel who lives through me sometimes. As you see her head is also elongated and white, but the eyes are wide and emerald. You can click on the drawing to go to a page that tells you more about Narkael:
Update of April 12, 2016: A few days ago I had another sighting of the strange white horse, again its front legs begin right up at the shoulders and make an awkward bend upward and then down, as if the legs reach to right underneath the chin before they curve down toward the ground. There is nothing else to add about this encounter, we had not spoken and it was only that I had seen it.
Sshh! That is a secret it is not to be known! Aahh... they will all know me as the Eliahu. ~ Eliahu
Don't disrespect his wishes. ~ Angel
Am I asked to delete certain sections of this text? ~ me
Sshh!, do not tell it to anyone, it is a guarded secret that I am still here! So, Sshh! ~ the Jewish deity
Eliyyashu was not given any more. He was taken away from you. So that you cannot sing his name for us! The Eliyyashu one! He was not given anymore! He was not given! He was not, huuu!!! He was taken away from here, and of that we sing, huuu-uuuu! The Eliyyashu one! Huuu!!! ~ Angel
Angel, what is your name? What is your name, Angel? Will you tell me? ~ me
It does not matter. I have watched you with fascination, you have a remarkable and beautiful body. You are clearly not a human. ~ me
We have taken on this form for you, so that you can see us as we are. We are the stilt-legged ones. The Eliyyashu was not one of ours at first. But we made him one of mine. We made him a Gifted, and a Granted. He was the Gift, that was granted to you as you see it. ~ the Eliyyashu or an Angel says, then an Angel sung, perhaps the Angel sung Eliyyashu the name but I forgot because I wasn't quick enough to write it down
To Eliyyashu! Aahh! ~ Angel sings, meaning that it was a gift to Eliyyashu, the aahh is the Angel's singing
There are many creatures of God. ~ some deity says
I was with him. I was with him more than you know. I am with, the Maker. ~ the white fish Eliyyashu says, and he shows me an image of parting clouds in the sky and a light and lightning in those clouds
Who is the Maker? Who is the Maker? ~ me
I was not sad. Like the Eliyyashu one. ~ the animal says
And I am called a Dark Lord. Perhaps you should have not forgotten that. The act of Medena??? She said? We have done, no act of Medena. ~ the Fallen Angel
What is your name? ~ me
That there, is my brother. But we are not the same, made, blasted! ~ the Fallen Angel about the white horse being his brother and not being made the same
And you have done no harm in writing these pages. The Religious scholars would not, accept this. And therefore it is safe to write about. And if they do not accept it, it is not false. It is only, not on their written record. ~ this Angel says
And I am Jaraekiel. ~ this Angel Jaraekiel says
And I am not the one who burns. Those guys, they were burned for what they said! ~ Jaraekiel referring to the Fallen Angel in the fire being those guys who were burned
We were burned, for wanting goats. ~ Fallen Angel says to me
Well then. I wish that you do a good job with taking good care of the goats. It is a lot of hard work. You have to ~ me interrupted
We even have their enamel. ~ Fallen Angel lifts up one of his hooved goat feet, he has two feet
You will have to get up early every morning to feed the goats and clean their pens. It is a lot of hard work being a goat keeper. ~ me
We have their enamels, we said. ~ Fallen Angel again lifts up one goat foot a bit to show me
I have seen that. ~ me
We were burned for that, drats! So, now. We are goat keepers. We keep them. RIGHT HERE RIGHT ON OUR BODY!!! We are the goat keepers therefore. The goat, keepers, baah! We smell like them too. And we have been burned, to look that way! The, the goats, and all of else was lost! Ahh, bahah, we were lost! We have lost everything we once had. The goat keepers??? The goats. They are kept here right on us. We are therefore, the goats', keepers. The many men, that we have made lost. THAT IS WHY, IT WAS OUR FAULT? We have even got their faulty deodorant. We smell like their poo? We have tried to get rid of it. We were made to drink their blood. But we wanted, revenge on those humans. THOSE WHO MADE US FALL? So. That is therefore, that Eva and Adam were not a man. That they were goats??? Who said that?? To have Fallen? We were Fallen. We can't, keep up or upright anymore. We Fell? We are smoking and smouldering, like tobacco. ~ Fallen Angel, "get rid of it" and "drink their blood" referred to goats, they tried to get rid of having a goat's body as their own body, and about drinking goat's blood
We were given the revenge. For taking fishermen's boats? ~ Fallen Angel
Do not talk about their persecutions! Or that it will bring out more! And of that chorus we sings! ~ Angel Haloel, "their persecutions" means that which the Muslims have been responsible for
Do not talk about persecutions by Muslims! Or it will only bring out more, of it! Haaa! ~ Angel Haloel
Alright then. I won't. But can I talk about Angels? ~ me
Do not talk about their Ku'uran. ~ Angel Haloel
Because the persecutions will be many, then. ~ Angel Haloel
By the Muslim ones, the not-peaceful ones. The ones, who wish to persecute others. They have not been given peace. And of, mine, name. The Qu'uran. ~ adds a deity who looks like a Muslim man from long ago
