Encounters with Religious Figures


Sohofat The Jealous - The Beatles backwards and conversations with Demons

Sohofat The Jealous

March 1, 2014 ~ I contemplated on the husband I will marry. I know it will be a man who is fond of Angels. What better man to live with a light being? Sohofat has stayed away for many days and now she picked up my thinking and let me see her. Her body is black and her eyes golden. She is black and golden at the same time. Her legs are short and chubby like the legs of a baby and the legs are covered in golden feather plume. She didn't have to say but I knew what she was thinking. She is jealous if I find a man who wants to live with an Angel/light being because she thinks that such a man was meant to adore her. It is because I was gazing at the statue I did not know was of her, a Valkyrie, while at the same time I had wondered about a husband. So she thinks I am stealing adoration from her.

I told Sohofat that what is hers and what is mine are completely separate and that therefore I could not steal from her or she from me. I am loving and she is evil on the verge of falling, so what is hers could not possibly be mine. She said that she wants to be more powerful than God. I advised her to go back toward God and that growth in the direction of God will make her more powerful, and that she is on the verge of falling and would lose all of her powers and beauty if she continues on her path. She did not attack me with the burning gold this time, and she did not seem very angry. Still, there is jealousy and I now fear when my future husband and I do find each other, will Sohofat interfere?

An interesting note: Cherub Angels are always depicted as baby Angels. I have often wondered about that. I once met a Cherub Angel in a dream. In the dream I was led from a frozen lake up an elevator by two Angels. One of them was tall and said he is Seraphim, the other one was very small and sang its name "Cherubee, Cherubee". Prior to this I had not known that either type of Angel would exist. The Cherubee was small and that is why I have thought they are depicted as baby Angels. Sohofat used to be a Cherub but she was cast out because of her plans of being more powerful than God. Sohofat's legs look precisely like baby legs, short and chubby in the exact same way. So now I wonder if the Cherubs are depicted as babies because they are not only small but their legs also look like baby legs.

Satan speaks

March 4, 2014 ~ Last night was very difficult for me. My whole life I have denied who I am. Not that I have tried to be like everybody else, but I have been nothing. Tried not to be someone from Telmaar, someone who used to have a golden halo and a white light, who can see ailments and heal pain, who doesn't want to live the traditional life with smoking and alcohol and cancer and consumerism. But more specifically, I was upset last night because the Angels are preparing me to marry a man. It was their idea as much as mine, and we know who he is. Little by little they tell me about him, show him to me. But what bothers me is that they keep telling me I am not ready, and that I have to wait two years.

I was tremendously upset last night, I was crying and screaming about the fact that I would have to wait two years before I get to live my life and be together with him. I cursed the Angels and I even cursed God. I said so much bad words and so much negativity poured out of me. I told the Angels that they are expecting me to live in a hell and just wait and that I was not prepared to wait any longer. They explained to me very elaborately and carefully how I was not ready for him, but still, even if it is true that I am not ready, it pains me to have to wait.

As I was rejecting the Angels and God and Jesus Sananda and cursing them all, the Devil begun to come closer to me and my words started to sound like from someone who is possessed by the Devil. I was talking about Hell and really horrible things and I saw the dark Devil hovering over me, he did not waste a second of precious time before getting his clutches on me.

I fell asleep and found myself in the underworld. It felt like being under ground, in a deeper darker place, another world entirely. I was in an Ancient Egyptian temple hall. All four walls were ornamented in painted carvings of Ancient Egyptian God figurines and text, very colorfully painted in many reds and colors that are no longer showing in modern day Ancient Egyptian carvings. There were columns supporting the roof. All walls, ceiling and floor were stone. Being surrounded by dense stone in every direction made it feel very crammed and tight, even though the room was plenty large.

My attention was directed to the figurine of the Hawk God Horus on the wall. He had a little beak and the body of a man but with a hawk's head and dressed in clothing and ornamentation. Above to the right or to the left was the allseeing eye that shone beams of rays to Horus from the sky. I could feel evil powerful beings in this room, at least one who was possibly Satan if not other ones too.

Just yesterday, former Cherubee Angel Sohofat had appeared to me, with her short chubby legs that are covered in gold feathers and this time she had shown herself with the head of a bird, with a small beak. I felt that there was a specific connection to the Egyptian God Horus who had the same small beak as Sohofat.

Then came a series of horrendous nightmareish encounters where Satan followed me. I dreamt that I was in a shop and a woman came in and started shooting all around and nearly hit me. I fled and got away. I'm not surprised if this dream depicts my rampage and emotions from last night. But Satan was near me as I slept and was following me in the dreams. It was a strange mixture of things. The dream suggested things about how Satan corrupts and takes over women, which involved how women would use more eye makeup, which involves dancing, and then a man (who I know was Satan in disguise) asked me to perform something sexual with a woman who was there. I'm certainly not into that, in fact I'm celibate and am saving myself for my future husband. The man kept insisting and then when he realized I couldn't be talked into it he slapped me and him hitting me felt very real. I have to wonder if it was Satan who had hit me?

Then the next series of dreams and now is when it gets interesting. There was a huge gathering of people and it was the 1960's. Satan was showing me and he was telling me the time period and what was happening. There were men and women and they were all naked, they had undressed themselves. Some or all of them were standing on their heads, which I think represented a type of corruption of man, it felt more symbolic than actual, as if they were now turned towards the underworld by standing on their heads. However, these people were originally a peace rally.

The women started shouting excitedly that "John Lennon was there". John Lennon was also naked and he was also there with the group in the peace rally. Satan was certainly interested in corrupting these people, to stop the peace rally which John Lennon was a part of. Because of Satan's presence over the group, I was feeling undecided as to whether this was a peace rally or if it was a group that instead belonged to Satan. I think it started out as a peace rally and then Satan took it over, that is why it seemed ambivalent.

Satan started to consume the souls of these naked men and women, one after one their souls turned black and were pulled out of their bodies, along with the most horrendous nightmareish feeling. I was so scared that I would suffer that same fate and my soul would be taken by Satan. I can't tell you how horrible it looked and how it felt. But, there was a sense that Satan was explaining to me, that if any of the humans would decide to join him, then they would be spared and get to live, with Satan on Satan's side, instead of being consumed as victims.

Satan continued to tell me. He talked about The Beatles music group from the 1960's. He talked about how the 60's were one of his most powerful times here on Earth. He said that the members of The Beatles had had to choose to join Satan so that they would not be consumed by Satan. It was the only way for them to survive the attack. And, Satan said, that is why their music was now made together with Satan, so that it would hypnotize and take over all the many people who were listening to the music. The Beatles started out free and they started out making their own music, but Satan saw the great power in how so many were listening to the music and so infatuated with them, so that Satan took over the band and the music and future songs were made with Satan so that they would place Satan into people. Satan's own explanation, I did not make this up.

Satan showed me those hordes of young women who were listening to The Beatles and completely taken over and hopping up and down and dancing and how Satan wanted to use that to take their souls. Satan said, that is why if you play The Beatles songs backwards you will hear his messages.

Satan chased me into a room and he was coming at me. I was so extremely scared, it is worse than the fear of dying, as if death was not the only possible consequence, as if he was going to do something worse than death. I was completely helpless and I curled down on the floor and I begged for God and all the Angels and Jesus to come and save me. Jesus or God then opened a big window in that room and Satan flew out of the room as if he were a piece of cloth trapped in the gust of wind. I looked out the window and saw a huge scenery with a steep cliff with a few houses along the cliffs and the ocean down below.

When I woke up I felt as if I had fallen from the top of a building. I was completely lifeless, do not know if because of my temper tantrum the night before or because of Satan chasing me. I realized many things. I realized that I felt completely ashamed for how I had been angry at the Angels and Jesus and God and how I had rejected them. Oh now I remember. I had been so angry for the Angels telling me to wait two years for my husband that I had yelled at the Angels and accused them of being the Devil in disguise, expecting me to live without happiness. I apologised and I explained that I had not been angry at God Allah or God Ganesh, it was the unknown God of Christianity I had been angry at, the one we are supposed to have faith in but that never talks or makes its presence known.

I also realized how helpless we humans are without Jesus Christ protecting us from Satan. How helpless we are without the protection of God and the Angels. Only a year ago I would not have believed in any of the religious figures. They live and they work outside of our awareness. They don't have to be known by us, they are here still. And I realized that there is a horrendous thing called Satan who is incredibly evil and wants to steal human souls and put us into a place of crushing horror. The fact that I do not understand such evil does not make it go away. He will come to each and every single human soul and want to take it.

I have also learned more things. Somehow dancing brings humans closer to Satan. I don't know how it works. Even Majala the dark Hindu Demon possesses tribes in Africa and makes them do a dance where they hop up and down, somehow it helps the Demons enter their minds. It was the same type of dancing that Satan made people do who were listening to the Satanic Beatles songs.

Also, and this is sounding more and more like some kind of puritanism, but women wearing black eye makeup also opens them up to Satan and the Demons. It reminds me now of how black eye makeup was central in Ancient Egypt. I've learned last night that Ancient Egyptian religions were Satanic. When the blue Hindu Kings came to me, I was expecting to perhaps also meet the Ancient Egyptian Gods, why not? Would they also be one of God's Kingdoms, with figures that had heads like the hawk, the crocodile, and others? But they were one of Satan's legions.

And one more thing. Sexuality can open someone up for Satan. Homosexuality seems to be Satanic, or at least, Satan can use homosexuality. I don't know if two gay people who love each other if it is Satanic, but I do know that Satan tries to make people homosexual. Satan showed me that it is he who tries to make priests and monks be homosexual with each other.

I am also starting to suspect that oral sex can also bring in the Satanic. It sounds preposterous to think such a thing, but it's becoming more evident how Satan makes humans do certain sexual acts that let him take their souls. Does the Bible forbid oral sex, sodomy? Another clue I have is this, and pardon me for being so frank. The Angels are preparing a man for me to marry and they are also preparing me for him (and they say it will take two years before I am ready for him), the Angels have made it clear for me that he and I can not do oral sex. Now please forgive me for being a bit unbashful. I grew up in the Western world where women are encouraged to believe that they have to do oral sex to men or they are worthless and defunct. And see how Satan wanted me to have oral sex with a woman? I don't understand, but I am gradually learning how sexuality can be used by Satan as a portal.

I have realized that Satan and the Demons have stolen light out of me and one of the ways they do is to steal sexual energy. It leaves a black Satanic energy in the person. Every time when I see the Holy Cross or if I think of the Holy Cross or when Jesus visits me, Jesus begins to heal my sexual energy. (I wrote about that in a previous blog about how I was reliving sexual trauma that Jesus was healing for me.) The reason I am writing about these personal or private things is because there are lessons here for all of humanity to learn, especially in the West (Europe and United States) which is tremendously sexually and Satanically corrupt without even realizing it. When Jesus restores my energy I have a white light again and then I realize how Satan is constantly trying to pull my light out.

I am learning that humans should be extremely careful with their souls and with their sexuality. The Angels are teaching me that it is very important that a man and a woman are married and that their sexual relationship is blessed by God before they have sex. Otherwise Satan and the Demons can be present when people have sex and steal the light and corrupt humans. Many things, perhaps mostly instinct, had led me to be celibate. I had known that I am saving myself for a future husband, but the deeper implications of why this is important are starting to become apparent to me.

I grew up in the Western world where we know and expect that "all men are cheaters". We expect every man to cheat on his woman, even if they are married. So I was surprised that the man who is being created for me is someone who would be absolutely faithful to me (and me to him). I could not have imagined such a man for myself, but God is creating him for me, and we will be faithful to one another, something which the Western world would think is impossible.

When a marriage is blessed by God in Christianity (or in Islam), it is sacred. The man and woman are protected. (Allah came to see me because I wrote the word Islam. He shows himself as an Arab man inside a huge Islamic temple. He must think it is easier for me to recognize him if he comes to me in the form of a man. Allah is my Father.)

I have also learned that every time a person has sex with someone, he or she is giving away a piece of their soul to that person. People who have sex with lots of different people they end up losing their soul and their light goes dark and fades out. That is why virgins have a brighter white light. Every person you have sex with takes a piece of your soul and walks away with it, and continues to give that piece away to all those other people that they have sex with, carelessly, lovelessly, as if a soul were something meaningless to be given away to people who are not loved.

And to have sex with someone you do not love is also a crime. We call it a sin, and the Western world likes to scoff at this because they want to be free and enjoy with Satan. If you have sex with someone you do not love, you are stealing their soul, taking something away from them. But if it is only between a husband and wife then they will share one another's souls together, and they are tied together in their souls, and it is from that love that children should be made.

We don't want humans to live like pigs. ~ Allah, March 4 2014, 3:40 PM, he shows me the image of a hog who is living in a muddy place
Sexuality should be sacred yes. ~ Jesus, 3:41 PM

When people in the West have casual sex with people, as well as commit acts of sodomy, and sorry to say at least some of homosexual acts, they are taking pieces of other people's souls carelessly, dragging God's light into mud, and opening themselves up for Satan to corrupt them. These acts make a person lose their own soul, their light, God's light and love in them, and brings that person further into a state of existence where Satan is, the darkness, in which Satan can give disease, suffering, and even death.

I was raised in the Western world. I was raised to believe that free sexuality is one of the signs of progress in humanity. I was raised to believe that Jesus, God, Allah, Angels, Satan, do not exist and that they are just fairytales from a time long ago before people had television or internet to entertain themselves with.

There IS a thing called Satan. He just happens to be here on Earth and he wants to take our souls away and place each of us into a place of suffering and immense crushing terror. That's what we're dealing with.

We also want to say that they are cattle. ~ one of the Demons, 3:45 PM
And please, do not become a Catholic. Because we don't want you to see a priest! ~ Demon, 3:45 PM

This morning when I had returned from the night's terrors with Satan, I thought about keeping the Quran next to me and putting my finger on the book cover. When I did, I could see and feel Satan complaining and then he burned away. Just from my thinking of putting one finger on the Quran.

To humanity I would like to say, please cherish your soul. You are a life that might not come from the cells of your brain and body, that might not be as simple as Darwinism and science and chemistry. It might be something more ancient, something eternal, something beautiful and pristine shared with our God, the Greater Being. A life, a happiness, a joy, a love, that you have inside. Something that has got nothing to do with money, with jobs, with careers, with things, with television or internet, cars and clothes.

We live in a world today where the soul is not acknowledged. In school they do not teach the children about the soul, or about purity, or religion. They do not teach children how to be happy, they teach them how to make money. Humans today are seeking happiness and fulfillment in money and things, and they lose their souls in a corruption made by Satan, where everything needs to be bought.

Just today I was thinking, how many humans spend hours of their life working at some job that they do not like so that they can buy cigarettes and alcohol and get cancer. Open your eyes and see, what a world we are living in. Where Satan corrupted The Beatles and spewed out Satanic curses on people. When I woke up in the morning Satan also told me that he runs the banks and the lawyers, he runs the system. I told him he is a banker, he said no. I said sure you are a banker if you run the banks, I couldn't get him to admit that he is a banker, I just wanted to hear him say it, just for fun, but he wouldn't.

Satan has been chasing me for a long time. He knows that I am powerful. I am one of Ganesha's Maharishis. Jesus calls me one of his Apostles (because I can hear him and write down his words). Sometimes people like me are burned as witches. And sometimes we are blessed as Saints and worshiped. Today? Living in a modern country like Sweden? We are called crazy and delusional. It is perhaps never the right time and place for someone like me, someone who can see behind the scenes at what humanity is living in. People like me are told we have "delusions of grandeur". I just want to be a Light Being. I don't want to smoke cigarettes and drink alcohol and have sex with random people and lose my soul and listen to The Beatles. I don't want to be Satan's slave in commercialism and poverty and sickness and in misery.

YOU PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND the happiness and joy that God wants to give us! How it feels to be reborn through Christ! When Jesus comes to you and takes away your pains that you did not know you had in you! When Jesus washes you and you shine bright and pure like a newborn. It is so much more rewarding than buying a new iphone.

The happiness from just being in the presence of God Ganesha. People seek happiness in casual sex, in money, in alcohol, in music. All they need is God. By the way, ever since I turned vegetarian (I also try to avoid eating eggs, but I have plenty of dairy), my body has become more beautiful. My wrinkles went away, my skin is vibrant and soft and beautiful. I am stronger and extremely more enduring in staircases or on walks. I feel light and alive. Ganesha gave me the advice to not eat meat, and to eat fruit every day, and now that I do I feel so wonderful and my body is improving each day!

People try to live without religion. I even tried living without myself. I tried not to be Angelic, because this world does not believe in beauty or in awareness. I need Jesus to protect me from Satan. I need the Quran to burn Satan away. I would not last long without Allah, Angels, Jesus, God, none of us do. I had rejected them last night because I am impatient with God's plan for me, and Satan had come to me right away, and then I ended up calling them back begging them to save me, and they did. I did not last for long on my own without God, Jesus, and Angels. There is so much I do not know. Religion is so vast, there are so many figures in religion. There is God, Ganesh, Allah, the Holy Spirit, Jesus Sananda, Angels, Valkyries and Harpys, Demons, the Blue Kings of Hinduism, and now even the Gods of Ancient Egypt.

The Angels have been working with me for the past several months. I think it started when I hung up a little card on the wall beside my bed, which says that the angels are always present. They have also steered me away from watching television. I suspect that Satan can get into people's minds when they watch television. Music is also that way. The Angels have wanted me to pray for hours and not watch television or listen to music, and when I do, everything changes. I awaken into a life that is bright and beautiful and where I am aware of all the darkness around us. I even see the darkness around humanity.

A few days ago I was in the grocery store and to my horror I saw a black demon hanging over the head of a little girl and another demon hanging over a little boy who was her brother. I talked to the demons and asked them to leave those children be. The demons said that they are taking over the world, one person at a time. Oh it was horrendous to see the demons latched onto those children.

I see a dark haze hanging over this world. I am reminded of some Medieval scene when the plague hung over humanity. (By the way Satan has told me many times that he is the one who created the plague and gave it to humans. He also tells me that he would like to give me leprosy. Sometimes I get a strange rash on my right wrist and Jesus heals it away.)

I can see that people are not free. For one: as long as a human being can look at another human being and not see him as a brother or her as a sister, then they do not have Allah in their hearts. Also: as long as humans live in fear, they do not feel the Angels. And humans are not even supposed to eat meat, eating meat leads to corruption, sickness and death. Just yesterday the newspaper said that people who do not eat meat have a much reduced risk of stroke. Eating meat kills us, science and statistics tells us that eating meat causes heart attacks, stroke, and cancer. God doesn't want us to eat meat, meat and killing is why we lost the paradise.

I am learning so much from the religious deities. We humans take such pride in the civilization we have created, with plastic, internet, free sexuality, industrialized food, money, but this is not advancement. I can see the world around me in a whole new way. Other people would not believe what I see. Wake up.

The Angels have taught me that humans age and die because they gather suffering. Jesus tells me that no one dies unless they choose to let go. If a person is dying from an accident and has pain, they die because they cannot bear the pain and they let go. Similarly a person gathers emotional heartaches and pains and those make a person gradually die and let go. To live a longer life, rejuvenate, and not be constantly dying, you have to heal your pains and be reborn like a child in happiness. Ganesha can be one way to that happiness, and vegetarianism and fruit is definitely crucial for happiness and long life.

I wish I had someone to talk to about these things. About how Satan took over The Beatles and their music and how Satan rules the banks and lawyers. I wish I could change the world. I wish we didn't have to live with Satan. I wish the American way of life wasn't trying to take over the world with commercialism and corruption. I hope that Islam stays strong and continues to let Allah into people's hearts. I hope that all children can learn about Jesus so that they can accept his loving help. I hope that the Fallen Angels stop persecuting the Jews, God's chosen and most beautiful people, and that the Jewish heritage will always stay strong, tracing back all the way to the Vegas.

I want Hinduism to stay strong, with their legacy of the Hindu Blue Kings our fellow Brother Kingdom who came to teach us how to live in paradise, and may many Maharishis find their way to the true happiness of Ganesha! And may vegetarianism reign all over the Earth, and let us plant more fruit trees and make fruit free for all.

I would like to see an end to cigarettes, alcohol, sex outside of marriage, infidelity, consumption of meat, and murder of animals and humans. Looks like I have got a lot of work to do. I have suffered for so many years because I was made different, because I could not smoke cigarettes (one of my favorite examples of the absurdity of human life) and drink alcohol like everybody else. EVERYBODY could be saintly in this world. If every person would take one year out of their life to do good for others. ONE YEAR of your life, go work at a Catholic orphanage in South America, go feed and give water to the hungry in Africa, plant fruit trees, spread Catholicism, Christianity, Islam, and Hinduism, work with children and teach them about Jesus, paint pictures of Angels, save the homeless dogs and cats, clean up the streets, tidy up this world.

People have always fought me for being different, because I did not want to conform to the madness of human life, because I did not want to be someone who smokes cigarettes (that causes cancer) and drinks alcohol (that causes dementia) and has unplanned kids with men I do not love and who do not love me, who has a job I hate just so I can buy things like Satanic televisions and music and iphones. HOW can you live "the ordinary life" with your kids and cigarettes and a job that you hate while there are kids out there without anyone, living on the streets, without clothes or food or water? How can you NOT let Jesus into your hearts and feel how easy and rewarding it is to HELP OTHERS? I don't understand this world! And they always said that it was me who was different and wrong!

This modern Western world worships money. People are selfish. People build little domiciles of their own, with jobs they hate, cancer, cigarettes, and many Satanic things that they think are normal or desirable, and outside of that bubble there are children without food in the world, and people are eating meat and aging and killing animals. Take one year off and plant fruit trees in orchards where everyone can pick fruit and eat for free. Take one year and walk away from the madness of the modern world and help others. Live with God in your heart. And this modern world fights people like me.

Satan is probably going to be after me. I will have to learn to live with that fact. The Quran offers me the most powerful protection, it is more powerful against Satan than even the Bible is. Allah can protect me, and Allah can let me do good in this world.

What is this world? Why are people sleepwalking?

Please forgive me God and Jesus and Angels for my temper tantrum last night and for the many bad things I said about you all. Forgive me for being impatient and for wanting to abandon God's plan because of impatience. I am here to learn and here to teach and give. I don't understand this strange world I have been placed in, I don't understand why you made me different in this place of madness, but I will do God's work, and I will cherish the beauty that I am because of You.

The Beatles - Backwards

I'm on YouTube listening to The Beatles songs backwards. The first one I find is "Strawberry Fields". I first listen to it the normal way around and actually like the song a lot. I notice it was made by John Lennon. Seems that John Lennon was not part of the Satanic, because Satan was trying to corrupt him in the peace rally. I then listen a bit to "Strawberry Fields" backwards, you can find it also on YouTube, and all I hear is the word "reverse" and it wasn't nearly as scary to listen to it as I thought it would be. I was expecting to hear and feel something terrifyingly Satanic. So I turn to Satan:

Satan! I'm listening to The Beatles backwards, it isn't saying anything! ~ me, March 4 2014, 5:18 PM

You have to have the right track. ~ Satan says
And don't be so sweet. We don't like it. ~ Satan

Dear Satan, .. ~ me
We are the Lord. ~ Satan or other Demon
Which Beatles track? ~ me
There are many good ones. ~ Satan
Do you know their names? Which one is your favorite, what are they called? ~ me
Nothing with fruits or apples picked. ~ Satan, maybe in reference to "Strawberry Fields" (fruit)
Was John Lennon also corrupt? Wasn't he a peace activist? Were his songs peaceful then? ~ me
They didn't smell right to me. ~ Satan about John Lennon songs
What smells? Do songs smell? ~ me
No but they sound like something. And no. We were not with our peace activist. John was far too gentle for us. ~ Demons
Who are we talking to? Lords? ~ me
The Fallen. ~ one Demon says
Yes Miss. ~ another Demon says
So you are the Fallen Angels? Why do you deal with music on Earth? Which Beatles songs should I listen to backwards, do you have any suggestions? ~ me
The oratory ones! ~ Demon
You mean, with lyrics? ~ me
All of them, with lyrics. ~ Demon
Don't just listen to the music. ~ Demon
What is most important in The Beatles music? Is it the music and melody or is it the lyrics and words? Or were you in both? And why did you do it? ~ me
He just looks at me in the eye. A black figure with white eyes.

I also hear "take it back" and "smells" in the Beatles song "Strawberry Fields" backwards.

John Lennon wasn't with us. We didn't want him to be. That is why we didn't take him up. ~ Demon
How about the other members of The Beatles? Did Fallen Angels use ~ me interrupted
Yes that is correct. We used many more than that! ~ Demon, "more than that" he means the Strawberry Fields song, I was asking if the Fallen Angels used the Beatles songs and he answered my question before I had finished writing it down

I also hear "Remorse" or "Reverse" in "Strawberry Fields". Why would there be messages in songs reverse? Why would the Fallen Angels do that?

It is part of our rituals. ~ Demon answers the question
What kind of rituals? ~ me
The Demonic ones. ~ Demon says
Why do you sound so sweet and suave? ~ me
To not scare you. ~ Demon

All this time with the songs the Demon or Satan has used the most gentle sweet voice when he speaks to me, like he's really trying to sound nice. Let's listen to another one.

This is creepy. ~ I say and giggle, as I'm listening to Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds backwards
They could do it with the LP's too. ~ Demon says

The Demon showed me a large LP record. I wasn't even thinking of LP's. I've completely forgotten about LP's. I think this demon is real. If you would have asked me on the spot I would have thought they were on CD's. He meant that people could play the LP's backwards too, back in the days.

What kind of messages are in The Beatles songs? ~ me
Why don't you listen to them. ~ Demon says with such a suave friendly voice
And please, do not talk to a priest. ~ Demon
Ok, let's listen to Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds, backwards, to see what it says. ~ me

Haha. I hear "smells" again. At first I thought it was funny that both songs say "smells" but then it scares me when I remember how the Demons and Satan have such a horrendous bad smell. If you asked me to list five key words that describe Satan and the Demons, one of the five words would absolutely be "smells". More words I hear: "sin", "eyes".

They used to listen to that and make love with me. ~ Demon says as I'm listening for more words
... Back in the 60's? ~ me
No! All the time. ~ Demon
What is your name? ~ me
Kerub Bezekiel. ~ Demon says
A Cherub! ~ me
A former one, fallen. I was fallen for the menacing things I did. Like, stealing people's livers. And singing songs to them. And taking their children away! So, now. What more about the priests? ~ Demon Bezekiel
What was it like when you were a Cherub? Do you miss being a Cherub? Or is it better now? ~ me
Well, we are Lords now. ~ Bezekiel
Was it worth losing your gold and wings just to be called a Lord? ~ me
Yes it was, we have cities now. ~ Bezekiel
Thank you for speaking to me, so kindly. I guess you're not so dangerous as I thought. ~ me
I would chase you, but they won't let me. They have swords here! ~ Bezekiel, about Angels having swords
This is Gazekiel! ~ Lord Gazekiel Fallen Angel, find him in my book "The Fallen Angels"

Let's finish listening to "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" backwards. I also hear "disease". I wonder if aren't all songs ever made going to be scary when listened to backwards? Even Christian songs about Jesus? No. I just listened to some Christian songs backwards and they don't even sound scary! Goodness gracious me how is this possible!

But since we have Lord Bezekiel here on the line let's talk to him some more.

Dear Lord Bezekiel. Teach humanity something about you. Not many can hear you so what would you like to say? I am writing this down so that they can read your words. ~ me
We would like to be said that we are not gentle. ~ one of the Demons if not Bezekiel
Why are you not gentle? ~ me
Why?!! ~ Demon croaks and he thinks about blood
Well, why? Why can't you all be nice? ~ me
We don't want to be fallen, but we are. It was not because we were nice. We have done something with the cornucopia. ~ Demon
Why did you do it? Do you regret your sins? And if sins made you fallen, then why do you continue to do sins, more sins every day? Why can't you just be nice? And make peace with God? ~ me
We don't want to be nice. It doesn't grant us anything. We were done with being nice. ~ Demon
Did you want to be powerful? And what for? What is the reason? I don't understand evil. ~ me
It is a great power, that is pressing. ~ Demon
I think love is powerful. Could you try love instead? Try love? Did you ever try love? Did you try it, back when you were Cherubs? ~ me
So. Back to The Beatles songs. What do they say in the messages? What kind of words are there? I heard the word "smell" in two songs. ~ me
It was not written with us, but for us. ~ Demon
Is there a difference? ~ me
Yes, they wanted to give us humans. The Archetypical ones were already taken. ~ Demon
The what? ~ me
Do not fight with me, little woman, little priestess. ~ Demon upset because I asked him to clarify what he meant with Archetypical ones, so he fussed at me
You guys are really something. ~ me
And yes. It says smells. ~ Demon
Why do demons smell so bad? Did you know you smell bad? What does the smell come from, from sins? Did God make you smell bad? Kherubs don't smell bad. ~ me
What other messages are in The Beatles songs, dear Lord Bezekiel former Kherub Angel, Fallen One? Should we listen? Do you want to listen with me? ~ me
I don't, want to. ~ Bezekiel
I don't think you know, why we smell. ~ Demon
Why do you smell? ~ me
Because we are ungratifying, that is why. ~ Bezekiel
We have tongues, that rasp on you! ~ the other Demon who is not Bezekiel (two demons talking here)
We rasp on you, with our tongues. ~ Demon
We also like goats. ~ Bezekiel
Don't be licking on me. That is not polite. Angels don't lick, and Fallen Angels should certainly also mind their manners. ~ me

I must admit, talking to Fallen Angels is always a pleasure. I mean, they are not scary.

We are not divine. ~ Bezekiel
We were made to be, plummeted. ~ Bezekiel
And then we were here, writing with you. ~ Bezekiel
How old are you? ~ me
Why! Does it matter! ~ the other Demon

They are surprisingly polite and intelligent to talk to.

We don't like to rasp, then. ~ the other Demon says, this one is possibly Satan

I don't want to listen to any more Beatles songs backwards. I was happier listening to Christian songs backwards, they were more uplifting.

They liked the LP's too. ~ Bezekiel says
Hello Bezekiel. ~ me
We liked our goats. ~ the other demon
BEZEKIEL IS NOT HERE! ~ either Bezekiel or more probably the other Demon yelling at Bezekiel like telling him to go away, wanting me for himself

Bezekiel is in the underworld, it is a place that is red and black, as if with fire everywhere except the fire looks soft like blood. It reminds me of the in (interrupted)

It is called Hades. ~ the Demon who is not Bezekiel, says
Hades? ~ me
Yes, it hasn't got any rocks, everything is molten lava. ~ Demon
How can you live there? ~ me
We were made to go there, by the others, who were more benign. ~ Demon
Are you Satan? What is your name? You are not Bezekiel? ~ me
We are many here, like ghosts. ~ Bezekiel
We were hungry, and always furious! ~ Bezekiel about their circumstance
Why do you have to live inside the Earth instead of going elsewhere in space? ~ me
It is called Hades for us. ~ Demon says
What do you do there? What are you doing there? Do you live together? Are you happy there? ~ me
Only when we are given goats. ~ Demon, about when they are happy
What do you do with goats? ~ me
We pluck them apart. ~ Demon
Are you Fallen Angels? Both of you? ~ me
Yes, and we are Seniors too. ~ Bezekiel
We have goats, that are cropped. ~ Bezekiel, he thought about a goat's throat being cut
I don't want to give you goats. I would feel sorry for the goats. Please don't take any goats. Can't you be vegetarians, like me? I am much healthier and happier as a vegetarian when I don't have to kill anything living. ~ me
We don't want goats then. But it was always given to us. To try to steer us away! ~ Demon

Bezekiel sits in Hades by the soft red lava, he sits hunched as if he had no skeleton, like a bag of potatoes. He has a black body. There is nothing specifically frightening about his appearance, he seems calm and polite, maybe a bit bored or tired. I don't fear him at all when I see him or when he talks, he does not give a frightening impression. The other guy is closer to me, he is not down there in Hades. His body is black and he has a white glow around him. The other guy has two curved black antelope horns that point almost horisontally to the sides left and right, just slightly slanting up, and his eyes are white.

Are you guys for real? ~ me
Oh yes. ~ Demon
And we are down here in Hades too. ~ Bezekiel, still sitting slumped
We don't have any ears, but we can hear you. ~ Demon says
What do you want from humans? What do you want from me? ~ me
We are in Hades, we said. ~ Bezekiel
Anything else you want to add about The Beatles songs? ~ me

Strange. I felt from Lord Bezekiel that he suddenly felt nauseous and very sick, and he felt sad and sorry, and I felt sorry for him for being so sick. Are they former Angels who were punished and made to live as black figurines and to suffer illnesses? Why would God be so cruel? And do humans who commit sin also get sent into Hades, like they?

Dear Lord Bezekiel. If humans do sin like you guys used to do, do they also get sent into Hades to burn in the fires and to suffer from sicknesses? Are humans sent there too? ~ me
To Hades? No. ~ Demon
What wrongs did you guys do to get sent into Hades? What did you do that was so wrong? ~ me
We didn't want to tell you that! ~ one of them yells but I see both of them so I don't know who said it

But the Angels have said that they are afraid to undo the Falling of the Fallen Angels because they would start doing the wrongs again with resumed power of unfallen Angels.

Did the Fallen Angels really corrupt The Beatles and design those songs so that when played backwards they would contain Satanic messages?

Try hearing with us! ~ hollers the Demon with the horns
Yes? I'm listening? What messages do you have? ~ me

I sense something very interesting from the horned Demon. I sense that what they really are after, is the very same thing that they always wanted. They want to lie with human women. In the beginning when God made the Jews the most beautiful of his people, the original golden Jews (Jews don't look that way anymore), these Angels fell in love with them and were also jealous and wanted to be with them (not necessarily or specifically sexually). This led to the consequence that these madden Angels had to be stopped, and they were made to Fall and turn dark and lose their powers, now living in the inside of Earth in Hades. They are still trying to lure human women down there, they haven't changed!

Yes, send the police to us. ~ horned Demon says
So you have a thing for human women do you? ~ me
The lust. ~ he says so clearly and so happily
Lust with human women? Is it sexual? ~ me
Perhaps, not. ~ Demon, he speaks more loud and clear now, I think he likes to speak about this subject so he is encouraged, it is a topic he wants to speak about
Tell me about this? ~ me
We are down here with the elevator. And we want to feel lust. Would you have any for me? ~ the horned Demon or Bezekiel
Who am I speaking to? ~ me
The lust-man. ~ he politey says and bows his head a bit like a gentleman
Lust? Did you Fall because you wanted lust? Is that all you wanted? And why is lust a sin? ~ me
Because we take over their heads. To feel lust with them. And it is called a sin here. And they tried to wash us out with water. ~ Bezekiel
Who tried to wash you out with water? Do you mean baptism? Does baptism wash you out? ~ me
We don't want enemies here! ~ the ramhorned one yells at Bezekiel, they are fighting over me I think
But what happens to a woman after you have lust with her? Is she ruined and spent? Is that why it is wrong? ~ me
The lust? ~ the horned Demon
I have much to learn to understand. You can teach me. I am trying to understand this. ~ me
The lust. ~ Bezekiel says and he dresses his words almost like into a song, because he loves the lust so much he almost sings it out but without a melody
So, pardon me for saying, you are just horny people and that's your predicament? ~ me
Yes, we are horny with lust. ~ Demon says

Odd. So they are selfish and horny and they want lust with humans.

We have sleapt with many. ~ Demon
You won't sleep with me please. I am saving myself for my husband. ~ me
We don't want your lust then, anymore. ~ Demon
Thank you Sir. ~ me

How can it all be reduced to something so simple as lust? One would expect something on biblical proportions, but all it boils down to is lust.

They also wanted Adam and Eve. That is why they corrupted them, in the beginning. And they also wanted the Jews, yes that is right. So we tried to stop them, best we can! And they also try to sleep with you here. The lust is, a very bad thing. It makes them happy, but not you. It takes many months and years away from your life. It was given to them, in the beginning, but they chose to give it away. And now, they seek it in the others. They want the lust, that they once used to have. And now, they are gone. So, they seek the lust of others, that they once used to have. That is what you need to understand about them. ~ someone, 6:10 PM
Who am I speaking to? Who said this important message? ~ me, I know it was someone benevolent, at first I thought it was Jesus
The lust was their cornucopia. And we wanted some too. We wanted to take it! ~ the Demon says
Is lust perhaps the same thing as life and longevity? If lust is stolen from a human that means that the human has a shorter lifespan, someone just said? So lust is essentially the same as life, the power of life, only you enjoy that power of life so much that you call it lust? Souls is lust, longevity and life? It feeds you when you take lust and souls from humans, it keeps you alive? You call it by how it makes you feel, not by what it actually is, the lust? ~ me
Lust is longevity yes. ~ Bezekiel
Why do you have to steal it? Someone just said that you were once given lust of your own, but you chose to give yours away, and now you have to steal it from others? ~ me
Adam and Eva! ~ Demon yells
Who were they? Who were Adam and Eve? ~ me
The lusty ones! ~ Demon explains
Really? Were they humans? ~ me
Do you know who the snake was? ~ Demon
Who was the snake? ~ me
The python! ~ someone on the sinister side says
The python, that tried to take them! ~ Bezekiel
I don't understand. Who is, everybody? What is going on? What is happening? What is all this? Who am I talking to? ~ me
The lusty ones. ~ the horned Demon says to answer who I am talking to

Interesting. I think this needs to go into the book "The Fallen Angels".

The blood had, our many elements in them. ~ Demon or Bezekiel, 6:14 PM
That is why we feel the lust with them. ~ Bezekiel
You mean, humans? Humans have something in their blood that enables you to feel lust with those humans? Do all human beings have those elements in their blood? All humans all over the Earth and at all times in history? ~ me
We are not benign. ~ the horned Demon calmly says and looks at me
I know. You want to feel lust. ~ me
WE DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE, EVA! ~ Bezekiel yells at me from the underworld Hades
Anything else you might like to add? About lust? About The Beatles? About anything? Thank you for telling me, I appreciate the information, thank you. ~ me
bic ~ Bezekiel says extremely clear so that I can even see the word, but what does this mean?
What does "bic" mean? What is "bic"? What does it mean? What does "bic" mean? ~ me
It means, we are not going away. ~ Bezekiel or the horned Demon
You guys are odd. Lust? This is all about lust? ~ me
Yes. ~ Bezekiel or horned Demon

A few minutes later I reflect on the conversation and information I was given, about Hades, about The Beatles music, and learning about the lust and souls, and I smile and I say to the two Demonic gentlemen,

Thank you for speaking to me, I was very interested in the information. ~ me, but he goes sour and interrupts me and he says with contempt:
You fat cow. ~ Bezekiel
We are not teaching you anything. We are only here to enslave you. ~ speaks the horned Demon with contempt
So! Please fall into my trap! ~ says Bezekiel

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