Encounters with Religious Figures
February 17, 2014 ~ Last night Islam came to me in a vivid dream. I dreamt that I was in the ladies restroom putting on my makeup to get ready to go out. A Muslim girl came in and she went into one of the stalls and I know she did her prayers to Allah. She came out and washed herself at the sink. She was going to go out to drive in her car just to see around and have fun that way. She was taking with her a female friend of hers. I asked her if I could come with. She looked at me and said that I could not, and it is because I was wearing a white miniskirt and had makeup on and I was not proper in the Muslim way. I felt disappointed and left out.
Then some Muslim men came in to the room. They were looking for me. I felt nervous and wondered if there was trouble. One of the men sat down with me to watch a movie with me. Other men were all around to see this too but they stood up. The movie was in Arabic and it showed me strings of text in the Arabic language and it was being read out loud in the movie but I did not understand the Arabic language. The scene of the movie was in a sandy desert and it was some kind of instructions on what to eat, with herbal leaves and spices or something like that.
When I woke up from the dream I felt that Allah had come to me again. I felt soothed and I remembered what he does to me. I did not want to open my eyes or move at all, I just wanted to stay in his presence. Allah is calling me back to Islam, and every time he does I ask myself why don't I just join? How can this modern materialistic Western world have such a grasp on me that I would let my own Father go and abandon my own house?
Last night when I had gone to bed, the lights were out and everything was ready for me to get some sleep, I got this vivid vision of a creature of Hinduism, but this one was black instead of blue, and this one had eyes that had a darkness about them and this one did not have the gold or the divine beauty of the blue Hindu people. I wondered if this might be a demon, perhaps even one of the Fallen Angels, Demons, Djinn, in disguise trying to look like the blue Hindu Kings just to get on good terms with me.
He was tall and strongly built and muscular. Well, to be perfectly honest, he revealed himself to me naked and he was here to have sex with me. I declined him and told him that no I do not want to have him. I had to go to the lengths of explaining to him that I am a spiritual person and I am for the time being celibate and also that I am saving myself for a future husband. After a longer string of words of explaining from me, he accepted my rejection.
I was given a very vivid image of his head. It was a black creature and I really think that this was a demon trying to pose as one of the blue Hindu Kings. It was really a horrific sight. The only way that I can describe what I saw and how it felt to see him is with the word "cannibal". That same kind of horror that feels like black magic, ashes, consumption of humans - the word "cannibalism" describes therefore what it felt like to see his head. He shouted to me: "Desala!" I was afraid when I heard his name. The other deities always speak softly but "Desala!" was spoken in an entirely different channel of communication. Kind of like how there is a difference between the telephone, a letter, or a telegraph. The word was heard loudly in my head and the channel itself felt creepy. I told the person that I was afraid and I asked him to please not speak to me in that manner. I assumed that Desala was his name.
Desala said to me: "You are not a Prava Debti.", meaning that I was not one of those. When I woke up in the morning he said to me: "You are not our Deva Prasha.", meaning that I was not that. He wanted to speak more last night but I was tired and dismissed him and I asked him to return the next day if he wanted to speak. The main reason why I do not wish to speak with deities when I am in bed is so that I can write down our conversations.
I do not know any Hindi. It is interesting that the deities of Hinduism can speak to me in words that I assume are Hindi. The octopus Creator God Ganesha granted me a long conversation last night and he spoke about Maharishis. I had not heard of that word before and when I looked it up it means "a great Hindu sage or spiritual leader". What does "Desala", "Prava Debti" and "Deva Prasha" mean? I have written to a Hindu Center to ask them if they know.
So it had started when I was staring at this picture of an Angel statue and that night Sohofat the Valkyrion had come to see me. Sohofat said that she used to be a Cherub Angel and that she wants to be more powerful than God. She claims that she, and possibly together with others like her, were the ones who gave the religion of Thor to humans so that they could be Gods. Sohofat is made of gold and she has a similar facial outline and eyes as the octopus Creator God. Sohofat always carries a spear just like the Angel on the statue. Sohofat believes that this statue is specifically made of her.
Here is why she was angry: When I was looking at the statue I was wondering if there was a man anywhere on Earth who had looked at a statue of an Angel and wondered if there were any here and who had wished to live with one and marry one. I would rather like to marry such a man than any other kind of man because my soul is incarnated from another world where people are light beings. A regular kind of man could not understand who I am and could not handle my light. But someone who would like to marry an Angel, he could marry me. I was wondering if there was such a man.
Sohofat had sensed me staring at her statue and she had assumed that I had wanted to "be her". She also felt that if there was such a man, then his home and his love belonged to Sohofat herself and not to me. So Sohofat had some kind of a woman's jealousy that made her very angry and made her want to destroy me. It had taken a few days since she first came before she finally explained properly what she was angry about, and then I could explain to her that it was a misunderstanding. I told her that I did not want to "be her" nor did I want to steal any man or house or love that would have been given her. I told her that I was only hoping to be myself and to find a man who would love me for me, not love me for Sohofat. She started to understand and begun to let go of her wish to destroy me.
But the night before we were finally beginning to understand one another, there had been an incident when I had cooked some food on the stove. I had turned the stove top off as usual. But the stove had remained very hot. I noticed that the top was not cooling off as usual and that it was still emitting off heat as if it were still on. It was also making regular clicking sounds from the stove top. I turned the dial back on just to close it again, hoping that there was a glitch. But the stove top remained hot. The stove had never done anything like this before. I knew that I could not go to bed and leave the stove unattended and hot or it might cause a fire. Luckily the plate decided to cool off so that I could go to bed. Sohofat admitted the following night during our conversations that she had left it on because she had wanted to cause a fire. I could never in my life had suspected Sohofat to have been responsible! I just thought that the stove was malfunctioning! This former Cherub is truly a very dangerous deity, far worse than I would have expected, because she can also affect physical objects. Now that we were talking, she apologised for having done that.
Before we started to talk, Sohofat had again attacked me with her golden fire which burns worse than the fires of hell and I had been feeling a horrible burning inside my body. I was seeing cells in me changing and destroying because of her fire, maybe even cells dying. It burns very painfully, and it was Sohofat wanting to destroy me. And when we had begun to talk and she had explained to me why she was angry, I was finally able to explain myself to her and let her know that it was a misunderstanding. That is when Sohofat said to me that Angel Uriel will have to decide. Sohofat allowed Angel Uriel to be the judge, as if this was some kind of criminal accusation against something I would have done and now I was pleading for my innocence. She was beginning to forgive me and Angel Uriel was also on my side. Uriel came to me and begun to heal me from the burns, he placed a cool white light inside me and removed the damage.
Sohofat came again perhaps the following day. She was still bickering about her jealousy that I would try to be like her and that I would try to steal a man who would give his home and love to "her". Finally I told her to shut up and to go away, that we had already talked this through and that I was tired of talking with her. I was tired of her arguing and tired of her burning me with that gold and with her spear. And so she left as soon as I had told her to.
And then last night she was conjured again because of my thinking of her. She reminded me that I had told her to leave. And last night and again this morning I told Sohofat that she is childish and that if she aspires to be God then she should start by not jumping into conclusions or making misunderstandings about people, and that vengeance is not godlike. She really is childish, and regretfully she is very powerful. But I treat all deities who come to me very politely and respectfully. As with the others I have listened to her and treated her with kindness and understanding. But it did reach a point where I had to tell her to stop arguing and to go away. I hope that she understands the misunderstanding. She really is childish, and I hope she knows that now.
Last night Ganesha the octopus Creator God gave me a long conversation. He wanted to mostly talk about the Maharishis who have tried to find him. He told me about Maharishis who hundreds if not thousands of years ago sailed away on ships to try to find some distant island where they had hoped to find the God Ganesha in the jungles. He wanted me to tell the Maharishis how they can find him, and how not to find him. Part of finding Ganesha is to eat fruit, especially melon, and to be happy. And giving up having a wife and children does not help you to find Ganesha, he said, because those are things that make you happy. Ganesha also wants the Maharishis not to starve themselves to find him because they need to eat! Ganesha does not want people to offer gold to him and he does not want people to call him a God.
Ganesha says that he did not create the humans. Ganesha did create the Angels and the blue people who are the Hindu Kings (such as Krishna and Paternam) and he did create the Vegas, and it was the Vegas who created us humans. Ganesha also says that he is not the same as Allah. Allah is something different. Ganesha said that his name is Mahemhan.
I am preparing a third book which will be about the Hindu deities. The text will be free of charge to all Maharishis and Hindus because Hinduism and Ganesha is about happiness, humanity, beauty, and a form of simplicity that means that a book about Hinduism should be for free. There is no way that anyone can see and receive the words of Ganesha and sell that as a book for money. It does not exist together. Ganesha is fantastic, a truly happy and wonderful deity and anyone who finds Ganesha will find happiness, or finds him through happiness.
Change of plans. I am now 100% Hindu. I thank Islam and I thank Christianity for what gifts and guidance they have offered me. But Ganesha and the Blue Kings just opened up Heaven for me and transform me into one of them. They are putting me into a place of ecstasy.
Ganesha has been transforming me today and also a bit earlier. Ganesha gives me the same immensely bright white light that he has, the softest and thickest white light. And I become an ascended and transformed body that is made out of the purest white, like a statue made out of ivory. This must be why they paint Ganesha with ivory elephant tusks. Ivory is the only thing on Earth that reminds me of something so white and soft. And there is golden on my hands and body, they adorn me with golden light that becomes the most beautiful golden jewelry.
They lift me into a place that the blue King called their Kingdom and Heaven, and my mind expands. It is as if my spinal cord were the television or broadband wires and my head were the receiver and as if they had uploaded me with information to see a place that is Heaven.
Maybe this is what some drugs do to the human brain, only I have never used drugs.
You said you wanted to do Vipassana. - hindu king, 5:41 PM
I can see the beautiful world that Ganesha had created for the blue people. It is a world painted in white light but it also has green grass and trees and it is filled in the brightest colors. Now I know why Hindus love their festivals with colors, they are recreating this on Earth, trying to. Ganesha and the Hindu King give me an ecstasy and a mind explosion and they show me another world that is far more beautiful than our Earth or humanity ever will be.
Desala came to me last night to have sex with me and I rejected him. He is asking me again, he says that it is always done when someone goes to their Kingdom. I am still rejecting him though.
I feel like "I died and have gone to Heaven" only I did not die by any means but I got to see and go to their Heaven in my mind. Why would I be a Christian if life will be a struggle? Someone who has ascended to their Kingdom will know right from wrong and will be pure and white and golden. You see, if you are ascended with Ganesha then you will not kill a living being. To be with Ganesha he requires that you are a vegetarian. He tells me not to even eat fish, if I want to be with Ganesha. Now Ganesha smiles at me and I am beyond myself with the beauty and joy that this beautiful octopus God shines at me! It is a place of ecstasy!
Now I know why Hindu gurus are so happy. I just want to hug people and laugh! I totally feel as if I were on some serious drugs but I haven't taken any, I don't do drugs or alcohol. Ganesha is the Creator God and he has taken me to him and they have made me golden and white! Ganesha is the happiness and the joy. I am now a Hindu, and I belong to the
You wanted to do Vipassana, and this is what we meant to you! ~ Ganesha, 5:46 PM
I am now a Hindu and I belong to the Ganapatya branch of Hinduism which is devoted to Ganesha the octopus Creator God. Why? Because I can be a deity too. I can be white and golden. And this at the same time takes care of virtue and righteousness. It purifies me in the same way that Jesus Christ was doing, only Ganesha does the rebirth much stronger and better. As for Islam, I am sure Allah is still around somewhere. Ganesha has said that he is not Allah. I am sure that if Allah loves me he will want me to be with Ganesha. Ganesha brings me happiness and joy which is precisely what Allah has wanted me to have.
Ha ha, I just want to hug people and laugh and roll around on the floor and throw flowers in the air! Regretfully, Ganapatya the worship of Ganesha is a sexual cult, because Desala was here last night and today again him wanting to have sex with me but I have rejected him. This darker Hindu King says that it always happens when people go to their Kingdom that these blue people have sex with those humans who go there. And Ganesha told me that the Maharishis will want to "love me" and that I should "let them". I don't know about so much sexual liberty, but Ganesha sure gave me a happy drug, I'm just laughing and smiling.
It's a bit crazy I admit, but why are humans destined to being unhappy and to being shut out of the Kingdom and Heaven? I wonder however, does this kind of religious cult lead into sins? Does Christianity and Islam offer some kind of modesty that might be needed in order to not make mistakes? What does it mean to do a mistake? Were we made to enjoy life and to live and sing and dance hand in hand with Ganesha the Creator God, or were we made into sorry sad people who live boring and colorless lives without laughter or happiness or smiles and without ecstasy in order to try to find "God" whom we do not even fully know and living in a life that is filled with more questions than answers?
Where am I now? I am definitely a Hindu and I definitely am in the Ganapatya branch that adores this beautiful God of Happiness Ganesha!!! And they can make me into a white and golden deity! I will be one of those giggling and laughing guru people and I will give everyone I see a hug. I'm just not too sure about the sex orgies that Hinduism is suggesting. Why do I struggle with it? I don't know. My belief has been
The tantric sex is the best. ~ says someone next to me, not Ganesha, 5:55 PM
My belief has been that sexual modesty is important because it preserves the soul and energy. But if a person is overflowing with energy then sex would not offer a loss of energy if it is in abundance. Oh I don't know. Ganesha sure has led me down an unexpected path, but for the time being I will enjoy the happiness of Ganesha but with a sexual modesty and celibacy fit for a Catholic nun and an unmarried Islamic woman. Desala will still have to endure my rejections.
Yes. - me
This is what it is meant to do. So! Come! Come join with us! - Ganesha and blue king
So, come, come. ~ Ganesha calls me to go to his Heaven in my mind